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The only thing Neil hears is his blood pumping in his ears and his shoes slapping against the pavement. His breath is coming out in short ragged bursts, half from the pace he is running and half from the anxiety still spiking in his veins. There are still too many traces of Palmetto orange for him to take a rest.
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It’s like watching a plane crash, slowly tipping lower and lower before it inevitably hits the ground.Neil runs but he doesn't want to.
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10 Feb 2026
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First Love / Late Spring by on__reserve for athenachild
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
07 Sep 2022
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Neil has always been good at testing Andrew’s limits, reminding him that he is not in fact made of stone, not a deity of suffering millennia old. In the end, all it takes are three words from Neil’s lips to make him feel more like a coward than he has since he lost Cass. Three words to send everything crumbling.
Just three words.
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Neil says I love you and Andrew isn’t handling it well.Based on Mitski’s First Love / Late Spring.
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08 Feb 2026
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Andrew tells Neil to experiment with his sexuality and Neil is having absolutely none of it.
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05 Feb 2026
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Neil Josten is not soft- has never been in fact. But when an unintended comment from one of the Foxes throws Neil for a loop, he finds himself reminding them why no one should think of him in that way. But why is Andrew suddenly so distant? And what happens when all of these reminders of his past start to catch up with him?
Aka: all the times Neil proved he was a badass, and Andrew reminds him he's an idiot.
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22 Jan 2026
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You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset, and it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad, and my heart, heart, heart is so jet-laggedOr, Neil and Andrew are living apart. And it's fine. Except when it isn't.
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- Part 2 of Shut Up, This is Love
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21 Jan 2026