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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    It started more than a decade ago on Tumblr, back when Connor was a (barely) closeted gay kid with too much internet access and no sense of self-preservation. That was when he first encountered The Scene—the one that sent him to illegal websites so he could watch J’ai tué ma mère. It was the first subtitled movie he ever saw. It made him want to learn French, though that was probably just the excuse he needed to keep watching Xavier Dolan and every other gay arthouse film he could find.

    The point is: François Arnaud was Connor’s first celebrity crush.

    That’s the kind of thing that sounds charming during a press junket, tossed out with a self-aware smile. Right now, though, it’s doing something far less charming to his body: shortening his breath, accelerating his pulse (and no, it’s not the cigarette).

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    11 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    30 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Connor is a struggling deejay, paying his way through life with whatever gigs he can get. Sometimes that involves things he'd rather not do, like being a mime for a questionable charity.

    François is a wealthy artist. He's never struggled a day in his life.

    Well, not until a pretty mime blasts his way into his life.

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    27 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    The mountain crept closer and closer in the distance. As it came into view, it looked just like the picture on the postcard in her dad's wardrobe.

    Junior looked at his urn in the backseat through the rearview mirror.

    "You’re almost home, don’t you worry."
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    In the wake of their father's death, Alma Jr. and Jenny Del Mar travel to his favorite place to put him to rest. Along the way, Alma Jr. remembers the man she learned he was in the last few years of his life.

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    26 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Connor's POV from before and during filming.
    A co-telling of "Falling Softly"

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    25 Apr 2026