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    His mind was brought back to this Adam and the feel of his hand underneath Ronan’s own. “Hey, man,” Ronan said, all casual, “If you want to retest the theory, I’ll lick your hands for you anytime you want.”

    Which was a very weird thing to say, particularly for a—relationship?— that had started barely two weeks ago. Ronan was back to considering suffocating himself with his pillow.

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    He really shouldn’t be thinking thoughts like this about his best friend who literally just broke up with his girlfriend, but he knows he’ll blame it on sleepiness in the morning. He always does.

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    "Adam was getting married. When had that happened?

    Gansey had failed to mention it. There was a storm brewing inside himself, and he just wished he had been able to try and wrap his head around the idea while an ocean away from it, not facing it across a restaurant table."

    Six years has past since Ronan and Adam broke up, leaving on the worst of circumstance. Ronan escaped to Ireland, avoiding his feelings and by doing so, avoids the whole of the Gangsey. After years of begging, Ronan finally visits his friends in New York only to find a gut-wrenching truth: Adam Parrish is getting married. Ensue, a whole heap of pining and Ronan trying his best to become a supportive friend, while facing the unavoidable fact - that he is still in love with Adam.

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    Adam accidentally ends up in Ronan's dream and Ronan is very Ronan about it and Adam is very Adam about it. Gansey is also briefly very Gansey about things.

    Alternate summary: Adam has feelings and hyperventilates about it for 9,000 words.

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    Slender calves stretch to the elegant tendons of his heels, feet scarcely touching the ground. He keeps pace alongside his friend, he laughs as if he’s at a saunter, until he’s off again until he reaches the start. Grasping his foot from over his shoulders, he stretches.

     

    Patroclus’ cheeks burn, scalded by envy.

     

    No one's first day of school is ever easy.

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