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    After a fabulous date night together, Sylus invites himself over. He didn't expect her to be so receptive.

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    “You don’t get it.”

    “Well, of course I don’t get it,” he says. “You’ve barely said anything about it.”

    “Because it’s hard, all right?” Maybe you shouldn’t eat the rest of the mango. You might rip the poor thing to shreds, make a mess of yourself and his desk, all in the name of what? Showing your hand, too? “Don’t you see how hard it is to put your life on the line every day, without a second thought, and then choke up over… over…”

    Sylus doesn’t give you the words. “Go on,” he says. “Say it.” 

    Your jaw tightens. He drew it out of you. The words on your tongue and the heat in your face. That’s what you’ll say later, if anyone asks. “Over sex, okay?”

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    Or: Night of Secrecy was supposed to happen. Supposed to. Except it didn’t. And there’s a reason why it didn’t.

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    25 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    Three years ago, you were Sylus's partner in every sense of the word. Premier Hunters with perfect combat resonance, and secretly, passionately in love. Then, you were forced to make a terrible choice: break Sylus's heart or watch him die. You chose his life over your own happiness.
    Two years later, your entire squad is killed while investigating the conspiracy behind the experiments forced on you. Everyone is declared dead, including you.
    Now Sylus is in danger, targeted by the same conspiracy that killed your team. You have no choice but to return. He doesn't know why you left. You're not sure how much you can trust him. And the resonance between you is reactivating, making it impossible to hide what you still feel.

    Some loves are worth the sacrifice. Some people are worth dying for. And some truths will change everything.

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    17 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 97

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    His eyes drop to her mouth, and his thumb reaches out to trace her bottom lip.

    “What would you do,” Astarion asks, voice a low whisper, “if I kissed you right now?”

    June may have realized she sees him as a friend, but that doesn’t stop her from playing his game. She doesn’t think he hates her anymore, but she doesn’t think he’s actually interested in her, either.

    So she smiles, expecting that he’ll back down when she calls his bluff. He’s never followed through before, after all. Why should now be any different?

    “Why don’t you find out?” she asks.
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    Between the nightmares, prophetic visions, and violent hallucinations, June is losing grip on reality, but she has enough awareness to know that Astarion's flirtation is part of some sort of con. He barely even likes her, after all. When she decides to call his bluff and play along, thinking he'll back down, she's surprised to discover that she and the vampire have more in common than either could have anticipated. And his touch might be the only thing that can keep her sane.

    (kissing starts in chapter 12, smut starts in chapter 21)

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    16 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    Dark urge wood elf Lephia and vampire spawn Astarion discover new forms of intimacy together as they set out on an adventure to Baldur's Gate. Lots of smut and comfort.

    This fic follows the main canon storyline of BG3 and then continues on into post-canon afterwards (around Chapter 24). Mostly Lephia POV with some Astarion POV chapters later on.

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    16 Jan 2026