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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Breathe,” Chuuya says. “This is gonna hurt like a bitch.”

    Dazai’s lips twitch. “Doesn’t Chuuya have anything for me to bite on?”

    Chuuya pauses despite himself. “…I thought that,” he starts, then stops. He clears his throat, eyes flicking briefly to the floor before coming back to Dazai’s face. “Because of Dostoyevsky. I thought maybe—”

    Dazai waves one hand dismissively, the motion weak but sharp with irritation. “Yeah, yeah, yeah. Because that holier-than-thou demon’s been leaving me gagged for days, you think I wouldn’t want anything in my mouth.”

    He grins when he says it. It’s a perfect imitation—angle of the mouth, familiar lilt—but his eyes are flat, glassy in a way that has nothing to do with humor. “I don’t,” he adds. Then, after a beat: “I also don’t want Chuuya to hear me scream.”

    or: dazai gets kidnapped and tortured. chuuya gets him back, and realizes that care is just another kind of exposure. the kiss might be a mistake. or it might not. it’s also inevitable.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day seven - Gagged (Alt)

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    06 Feb 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    Chuuya hesitated, then slowly lowered himself, distributing his weight cautiously, like he was afraid of crushing Dazai by accident.

    The pressure hit all at once. Dazai made a soft, startled sound he couldn’t stop, and his hands curled reflexively into Chuuya’s shirt.

    “Oh,” he breathed, eyes squeezing shut. “Um—that’s—”

    Chuuya tensed immediately. “Too much?”

    “No,” Dazai said quickly, voice trembling. “Please don’t move.”

    There is no memory of being held. There is only the present: a couch, too much quiet, and Chuuya trying, clumsily, not to make things worse. Dazai discovers the absence inside him has edges. Chuuya discovers he can’t ignore it.

    or: touch, for dazai, has always meant violence, restraint, or pain. this is about the other kind—and the hollow it leaves behind once he notices it exists.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-nine - Touch starved, “I need help.”

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    07 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    The moment he tried to turn away from the sink, Dazai’s stomach rolled. The aura swam, edges of the dark bathroom tilting and flashing with static, and for a second the mirror caught him sideways—half a face, half a ghost, the rest erased.

    Chuuya’s voice cut through cleanly. “Don’t look for it. Look at my voice.”

    It was such a stupid sentence it almost worked on principle alone.

    Static, nausea, bright crescents of nothing—a blind spot opens in the center of Dazai’s world; Chuuya narrates the dark like a lifeline.

    or: when dazai can’t see, chuuya makes sure he knows who’s there.

    Feveruary 2026 - Day three - Migraines

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “Despite you are feeling well now, I do have some concerns prompted by Corruption and its lengthy recovery.” He sighed, hiding his smile as both boys stared at him, waiting for him to continue. “When you are so weak, Chuuya-kun, you and Dazai-kun are vulnerable. Even in your own home, an assassination attempt could be made on your lives and the Port Mafia would not know until we found your cold bodies.”

    “... Boss?”

    Mori continued. “To ensure your safety, I have decided to station guards in your apartment. They will be there all hours of the day every day and work in shifts.”

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    Mori puts 24-hour guards in Dazai and Chuuya's apartment to monitor them.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    People have soulmates, her parents told her. She would ever only need to write on her skin to let them know she was there for them, but Yor was a worrier by nature.

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