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    A Body For the People (one to be used by them) by

    Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)  

    25 Jan 2026

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    The Z-Team learn about Robert’s unhealthy relationship with sex and view of his own autonomy.
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    Trigger Warning: Talk about sex, unhealthy relationship with sex

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    27 Jan 2026

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    A Body For the People (one to be used by them)
    by EmmaSmoke

    Creator Chose Not To Use Archive WarningsRobert Robertson | Mecha Man & Z-TeamBlonde Blazer | Mandy & Robert Robertson | Mecha ManRobert Robertson | Mecha Man/Z-TeamRobert Robertson | Mecha ManInvisigal | Courtney (Dispatch)Sonar | Victor (Dispatch)Prism | Alice (Dispatch)Flambae | Chad (Dispatch)Waterboy | Herman (Dispatch)Malevola (Dispatch)Coupé | Janelle (Dispatch)Blonde Blazer | Mandy (Dispatch)Short One ShotRobert Robertson | Mecha Man Needs a HugRobert Robertson | Mecha Man Has Self-Esteem IssuesZ-Team as Family (Dispatch)Protective Z-Team (Dispatch)Z-Team Knows Robert Robertson is Mecha ManSoft Z-Team (Dispatch)Sex TalkSexual ContentPast Sexual Abusebar settingAngstZ-Team Cares About Robert Robertson | Mecha Man (Dispatch)Blonde Blazer | Mandy Has Self-Esteem Issues (Dispatch)Blonde Blazer | Mandy and Robert Robertson | Mecha Man Are Best FriendsNon-Consensual Drug UseImplied pedophiliaImplied/Referenced Underage SexDisassociation

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    The Z-Team learn about Robert’s unhealthy relationship with sex and view of his own autonomy.
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    Post-canon
    Trigger Warning: Talk about sex, unhealthy relationship with sex

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    present tense by

    Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)  

    26 Dec 2025

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    Ten years ago, a boy with amber-brown eyes saves Herm's life.

    Now, the same man offers to tie his tie for him, the smile in his eyes exactly the same as it was when he was younger. And when the same man, with the same smile, offers a spot for him on the team...

    There's really not much Herm can say about it. He's by no means the most eloquent person in the world, and he's certainly no good at expressing his feelings. But there's one thing he knows for certain.

    He's so screwed.

    (Alternatively: the waterboy route everyone wanted.)

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    12 Dec 2025

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    it's bad enough we get along so well by

    Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)  

    23 Nov 2025

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    Flambae offers to do Waterboy a favor. And Waterboy wants to have sex. But not with Flambae, of course.

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    "It’s mostly a thing- an issue of-” he stops, takes a very deep breath, starts again, “I want to have sex."

    Flambae whips around so fast he slips on the shower tile. “What the fuck?” he asks, “That’s not a favor, Wet-fart-boy. That’s a fucking HR violation."

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Burn it all Away by

    Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)  

    17 Dec 2025

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    What if Robert was forced to take a leave after his concussion received at the bar fight? Robert finds himself at Flambae's home and in his care while he recovers. During this confusing situation, Flambae reveals where his feelings for Robert and Mecha Man clash. With a jumbled memory of this moment, however, Robert finds himself confused by Flambae's actions since.

    I was mildly annoyed by Robert having zero recovery time after a concussion. I couldn't even read when I had mine so I needed to fix that. And what better fix it than my Dispatch OTP? Slightly stretched timeline to give them more bonding moments, but the story progresses mostly how the game does. No one gets cut from the Z Team, and no dogs are threatened by Shroud. Why? Because I can.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    the intolerant brightness of your charms by

    Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)  

    27 Dec 2025

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    Herman is known online in some circles as Mecha-Man’s #1 fan. After Mecha-Man retires, he’s completely devastated until someone dares to ask him why he likes Mecha-Man so much.

    Of course, he’d pass away if he knew the person that asked him WAS Mecha-Man. Good thing that the account is anonymous…

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    05 Dec 2025