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    A bunch of fics featuring Soukoku doing everyday, unappreciated things.

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    At nine o’clock on a random morning in April an alarm peals out on Dazai’s phone.

    And it will continue to, until he finds out why he is living this same unremarkable day again and again.

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    07 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    The first text comes in the second Chuuya steps out of his— much needed, much deserved— shower. He frowns as the generic dinging sound of his text notification rings out from the living room. Mori had assured him he’d have the weekend off after spending the last six days playing bodyguard for some Kouyou’s girls— a few of them had gotten in hot water with a politician who doesn’t like to play nice with the Mafia and, while Chuuya has no problem crossing his arms and scowling at anyone who gets too close, spending nearly a week in the brothels is enough to sour his mood. Listening to endless fucking and moaning can only be bearable for so long.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    What if Chuuya was never abducted and used for experimentation? He could live a peaceful, happy, and fulfilling life with his parents at their clinic, right? Well, maybe at first, until he gets entangled with Dazai and the underworld as a whole after helping him with some injuries.

    Or; Chuuya was living a happy life then he meets Dazai and everything goes to shit.

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    06 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    “I told you this was a shitty idea.”

    “Yeah, well, maybe next time you need to learn to trust me less.”

    “You want me to trust you less?” If the situation was any less severe, Dazai might’ve found the wide-eyed disbelief in Chuuya’s face funny. But it wasn’t, and it’s not.

    “When it ends up with us having to cover up a crater half the size of the moon, yes, Chuuya. I want you to trust me less.”

    (OR: Dazai’s Guide to Cheering Up an Ex-partner. Results may vary.)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Atsushi thought for all that they fight that there must be some sort of kinship there, with how Dazai had his phone held in his right hand and the palm of his left hand on Chuuya’s thigh, just on the inner curve, resting above the knee. He could pass it off as needing to retain contact to immobilize King’s ability but Atsushi wouldn’t have been inclined to believe a word he said, with how his thumb stroked a slow windscreen-wiper motion across the skin of Chuuya’s thigh. The strange, broken relationship he’d viewed over the past few hours left even more questions to be answered. Atsushi wondered if there even were answers to the questions he wanted to pose.

    In which Dazai and Atsushi work a stake-out mission at a gentleman's club and run into a familiar face neither were prepared to deal with.

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    02 Jan 2026