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- The Rookie (TV 2018) (1)
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Buck goes to Eddie's looking for answers, and ends up with a boyfriend (kinda)
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Pepa's birthday party is coming and so are the Diaz Parents. Buck and Eddie have been dating for a while now, but haven't told them yet. A confrontation and an apology happens. Oh, and sex!
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This is a 5+1 story (actually, 5+2) about different situation where Athena Grant acts like a mom to Buck!
To be honest, I'm obsessed with that dynamic and obsessed with them, so I had to write something about it!
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(there isn't really a timeline, but I guess you could say there is... maybe, I'll leave that to you)
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After a disaster dinner with his parents, with a violent outcome, Eddie tells Chris some truths about himself and decide to make a plan!
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Eddie left to be with Chris in El Paso, they hate it there. Buck is miserable and Tia Pepa is awesome!
This fic contains a violent situation (not too violent, but still) and homophobic slurs. I promise it's not too much, but if it triggers you, please don't read, always take care of yourself first :)
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"EXTRACT"
Getting on all fours and using the wall for support, he pushed himself up off the floor and went to the sink. His body was shaking, his throat ached, and there was a constant pressure in his chest. He looked in the mirror and noticed a slight bruise on his cheekbone, and the imprint of a hand was clearly visible on his neck. Damn! He still had two hours of his shift left; how the hell was he going to hide this? He closed his eyes and tried to inhale, but the pain in his stomach stabbed in, causing him to wince slightly.
“I’m okay, I’m okay,” he whispered to himself. “Everything will be okay,” he knew he was lying to himself the moment a sob escaped his mouth. He inhaled once more, ignoring the pain, wiped the tears from his face, and straightened his uniform.
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Buck's being abused at the station and nobody notices. He makes a decision to end it, making the 118 realice how bad they hurt him.
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“What’s the saying again? Save a horse…hm, y’know, I don't quite remember the rest of it.” Eddie can’t help the smile curving up the corner of his mouth.
“You’re an asshole,” Buck says, scowling. The tips of his ears are pink.
“Come on, Buck,” Eddie murmurs, something white-hot and hungry snaking through him at Buck’s faltering gaze, at the way Buck reaches up to tug at his suit collar. “Save a horse…I know you can do it.”
“Ride a cowboy,” Buck says finally, his voice husky like Eddie’s never heard it before.Or: The Cowboy Hat Fic.
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24 Jan 2026
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Heat and vibration shook through him, his body a taut, quivering wire. He was so close now he could taste it, the sharpest edge of pleasure, Buck's imagined voice goading him toward it, right there right there right—
The sharp sound of metal on metal rang out in the room—a key fumbling in the front door.
Eddie pulled his sweats up so fast he nearly toppled off of the couch. He grabbed for the lube, hid it between the cushions, shot a hand out to grab his phone—and sent it flying across the room.
Oh god. Oh fuck.
The door opened and Eddie pulled a pillow over his lap—bit down on his lip. Hard.
He could feel his heartbeat up in his throat, on the back of his tongue. The vibrator was still buzzing inside of him.
“Hey, Eddie.” Buck called out, bright and cheerful as he walked around to the other side of the couch, sitting down next to Eddie, and oh god— “Whatcha watching?”
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23 Jan 2026
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"Chim told me to go home," Buck murmurs.
Eddie swallows, gaze dipping down over the sight of him — Buck knows he’s a mess. Knows his hair must be all over the place, and the bags under his eyes definitely haven’t disappeared in the last couple hours. His clothes are wrinkled and he’s wearing two different shoes. Eddie’s gaze comes back up, slow, exacting, and then he asks, "So you came here?"
And Buck hears the question behind the question clearer than the question itself.
This is home?
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Or, Buck goes home.
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22 Jan 2026
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"Please tell me you aren't seriously apologizing to me for crying right now."
Buck swallows and ducks his head, suddenly sheepish. Half a moment later, a warm, solid weight materializes on his shoulder. Eddie's palm radiates heat through the thick fabric of Buck's sweater. It's instantly grounding.
"You're allowed to cry, Buck," Eddie says quietly. "We've been through a lot today."
"It's not fair when we're arguing," Buck mumbles, refusing to look up.
Eddie sighs, his grip on Buck's shoulder tightens, his thumb pressing in against Buck's collarbone. "We're best friends. You never have to pretend with me."
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or, after the intervention and going to the hospital with Hen, Buck and Eddie return home to have a long overdue conversation.
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22 Jan 2026
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“Gay guys can absolutely eat pussy if they give a shit about how their partner feels. I did.”
Buck blinks at him. “I, what?”
Eddie blinks back. “Oh. I definitely didn’t mean to say it like that.”
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Buck has been deprived. Eddie takes matters into his own hands.
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21 Jan 2026