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    Rozanov peels himself off of the wall, then, sauntering over like he's not affected by any of this at all. He reaches out and grabs Shane's chin, and Shane fights against the eye contact, but Rozanov adjusts his grip until they're looking at each other.

    “Ask nicely.”

    And, well, fuck him. And fuck himself, for having to bite back the plea that threatens to fall from his lips. Was he really going to beg Ilya Rozanov to suck his dick in this fucking bathroom, after everything?

    No.

    or; the bathroom scene in episode 2 and it's aftermath, but shane has a little bit more self-restraint

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    27 Jan 2026

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    When kidnappers looking to make millions in ransom money take Shane and Ilya, only Ilya walks away. The year that follows is a hollow existence of grief and mind-numbing devastation.

    Then, exactly one year later, Ilya wakes up back in the warehouse on the day of the kidnapping. It’s a surreal, unexplainable second chance. Armed with the knowledge of what will happen, Ilya fights a desperate battle to change the outcome and bring Shane home alive.

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    Ilya suggests to Shane that he would be okay with Shane sleeping with other men if he wanted.
    Shane is not happy about it.
    They argue, there's silence, and then the realization of just how far they’ve come.

    or: an expanded (imagined) scene inspired by a brief mention in The Long Game, when Ilya speaks to his therapist about his relationship with Shane and thinks back to this argument after she asks whether they’re in a monogamous relationship.

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  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are married. Happily, publicly, and very proudly. After a great game against the Admirals, a misunderstanding and intervention from malicious press sends Shane nearly spiraling. Dealing with negative backlash is nothing new, but malicious behavior is entirely different.

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    "I don't know, I only just noticed, I didn't—"

    "We would've heard if it fell on the dock, right? The clunk?"

    Shane's heart broke a little, because it meant Ilya had finally come to the same realization as him.

    The crucifix was in the water.

    Ilya’s chain breaks without him noticing. Shane comes to the rescue.

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