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    The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.

    Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.

    They’re married. Husbands.

    And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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    OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Ilya likes when Hollander is around, he really does. But this is different. This is him taking an unprecedented layover in the city Ilya’s staying in for a game. This is Shane Hollander pulling an expressly non-Shane Hollander move. And that’s the type of thing that fucks Ilya up if he lets himself think about it too hard. So he doesn’t think about it. He fucks Hollander and it’s great as usual and everything is fine.

    And then both their flights get canceled due to a blizzard.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    If Shane had had a good, close friend, a confidante, somebody he could talk to about whatever was happening between him and Ilya Rozanov, and that good close friend got it in their head that maybe Shane liked Ilya, had feelings for him, one of the first things Shane would say to refute it would be: but he smokes.

    Shane, Ilya, cigarettes - a love triangle for the ages.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov was not foremost in Yuna Hollander’s affections at the start. But, eventually, he has come around.

    (i.e. Yuna and Ilya take their time to warming up to one another but, as the virtue goes, patience is a virtue.)
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    Now updating with better Russian language and transliteration!

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Sometimes he feels like every minute of his life is a test, and he’s failing. People look at him and wonder if he deserves to be where he is no matter what, inherent. Because of who he is. Because of the way he looks. People question the choice to make him captain, question his decision-making and his ability to be effective at the job. It doesn’t matter how many times he proves himself.

    He’s earned it, but he has to keep earning it. Not offering up more reasons for people to doubt him. Not making them think the captain of the team decided to sit out a game for some stupid shoulder pain.

    or, an injury forces shane to miss a game. he struggles with it.

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    25 Jan 2026