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Don't Wanna Lose Myself (In Someone Else's Dream) by jesseruth
Fandoms: Actor RPF, American (US) Actor RPF, Marvel Cinematic Universe RPF
14 Mar 2021
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In which Chris is a photographer and Sebastian's a personal assistant, and everything goes wrong before it goes very right.
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it’s not the fall that kills you by jesseruth
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
06 Dec 2020
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Steve fought for Bucky when no one else would. He believed in him against all the odds, promised to be there until the end of the line – but they’d never considered that the end of the line wouldn’t be the same for the both of them. Post Avengers: Endgame and very much not a fix-it.
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John turns his head into Stephen's chest, burying his face in his sweater.
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Not for the first time, Scott wishes that little brothers came with some kind of training manual or instruction booklet.
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There is more, now, in their silences, than their words. A short one-shot about friends who are more like family.
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The Outcome is not so Clear by ArbuscularMycorrhizal
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
26 Jan 2019
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After the talk by the river and the talk in the cart it's harder to get through the night than they thought.
Beau comforts Caleb and Caduceus comforts them both.
Tag to episode 49
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07 Feb 2026
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Quiet Comfort by Angel Ascending (angel_in_ink) for toofastandtoofurious
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
06 Nov 2018
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“Is there anything I can do for you?” Caduceus asks the question knowing that there might not be an answer. Caleb is the type who rarely asks for what he needs even when he has a voice. He asks it regardless, as he had asked the mourners who had come to the grove, as he would ask any of his traveling companions, his friends. He remembers all the times he’s seen Nott and Caleb relaxing, one leaning into the other. “I’m very good to lean against.”
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05 Feb 2026
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Caleb answers Trent's questions.
Campaign 2 Episode 128 (Cat and Mouse) :Caleb's self-sacrificing proposal to give himself to Trent in exchange for the Nein's safety.
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30 Jan 2026
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Polymorph: A Solution to All Your Problems by thebest_medicine
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
03 Oct 2023
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Caleb brings his hands up to his face, rubbing his temples. He slaps his cheeks a few times. With a quiet, “Ja, ok,” and a mumbled incantation, a fluffy golden retriever is before them instead of the familiar human.
'Dogleb' pads over to Veth and lets out a quiet whine. He circles once, twice, and lays down near her legs, plopping his snout on her ankles. His eyes drift closed, and Veth regards him with a warm smile on her face. She reaches down to pet his head. Veth turns to look at the group, admiration in her eyes as they all fight back an urge to “awww” loudly.
She starts patting Dogleb on the head, behind the ears. He makes a happy sound and leans into her hand, she always finds it interesting which parts of Caleb seem to change (and which become more clear - more Caleb-y) when he polymorphs like this. Her other hand comes down and begins scratching and carding through the fur along his back.
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30 Jan 2026
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“Bolaire! Halandil’s been hurt!”
There were many words, Bolaire reflected, that could be strung together to create some truly awful sentences.
And those four created perhaps the worst sentence that any tongue had ever uttered.
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Halandil is poisoned by a rogue attacker and Bolaire is forced to reckon with the fact that being connected to a weapon that was once meant to kill gods can really enable some of his worst desires and impulses.
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17 Jan 2026