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    When you grow up in the space between friendship and love, silence starts to feel like safety.
    Satoru and Suguru were everything to each other; from childhood to adulthood, side by side as they learned to make sense of the world around them. And as they grew, it became increasingly clear — what they felt was never just friendship.
    Clear to everyone except them.

     

    Or: all the times they never said anything, and the one time they finally did.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “You know me," Satoru's voice echoes through the plaster and paint of their shared wall. "I never miss a stream.”

    Suguru blue-screens.

    A stream? As in—people were watching Satoru fuck himself.

    Strangers were watching Satoru fuck himself.

    Strangers on the internet.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Satoru’s been trying to piss off Suguru all day.

    Speaking loudly when they are at quiet places, stealing Suguru’s lunch when he’s not paying attention, interrupting anyone who tries to talk with him, making stupid comebacks…. he’s trying it all. And the worst part is not that Suguru’s not getting mad at him, but that he’s been snickering at his antics with that sultry laugh of his, looking at him in a way Satoru doesn’t really understand, but still makes his stomach flip and his voice stutter pathetically.

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    Satoru tries to get under Suguru's skin and ends up getting more than he bargained for.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    There’s just this feeling. A little flip-flop in Satoru’s chest. A thing he can’t quite place, fluttery and airborne and nervous, like the moments before the first drop of one of the coasters at Fuji-Q Highland. Satoru’s only been there, like, once, but it’s enough for Satoru to know that that’s the feeling he gets whenever he hears Suguru talk about one of his hookups, or his phone chirps with a Grindr notification.

    Unfortunately, The Feeling™ leads Satoru to only one rational conclusion. Like—fuck. Satoru is totally homophobic.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    “Oh, he likes them tall,” Shoko starts, scanning Suguru up and down. Satoru elbows her back in the ribs. “—tall-er than him. With—”

    Another shove from Satoru. “Light hair.”

    Shoko looks as if she's about to burst out laughing. “And,” she looks at Satoru. “Pretty eyes.”

    In the moments after, when Suguru looks to Satoru for confirmation, he does the math, comparing Satoru’s type to his own appearance. And, well. There’s no denying Suguru is a couple inches shorter than Satoru. That his hair is dark, and too brittle to dye. That his eyes, while attractive, would probably not be described as pretty.

    “That’s your type, then?” Suguru asks, heart in his throat.

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    31 Jan 2026