justgotoutofbed



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    Shane heard himself say the words from a distance, as if he was standing somewhere on the other side of the room.

    “I’ve been sleeping with him since we were nineteen and I think I’m in love with him.”

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    Shane never ran off the night of the tuna melt, but the boys still failed to have an honest conversation about any of it. Instead, they trip and fall into a whole new level of maybe-accidentally-dating situationship hell. Shane needs to confess his feelings and define the relationship.

    Things don’t go according to plan.

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    03 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    Ilya shoulders his way through the bathroom's door and promptly steps over a trailing, ridiculous fucking piece of fabric, causing whoever is wearing it to bump against his back.

    "What the fuck?" He snaps, irritated beyond rationality.

    "Watch were you're going, dickhead." The guy spits right back without missing a beat.

    He turns around, but whatever pissed off retort brewing inside his mouth dies on his tongue when he takes on the guy in front of him. For a split second, his brain screeches to a halt at the sight of Shane Hollander, except then it quickly comes to the bizarre realization that it isn't him.

    There's a bewildered pout on his plump, shiny lips. He's taking Ilya in with the same cautious scrutiny, like he's not sure of what he's seeing.

    "Connor?" He says, voice going slightly high pitched right at the end.

    Ilya frowns. He's pissed off and nowhere near drunk enough for this.

    "Who the fuck is Connor?"

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    01 May 2026

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    He brought her here.

    He actually fucking brought her here.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    demiurge, n.: In Gnosticism, the malevolent creator responsible for trapping the ineffable spirit in the limiting body of the physical world

    Or: the one where Kip Grady had a fun couple months at the end of 2013, Scott Hunter spots a face in the crowd in the summer of 2017, and they haven't spoken in the meantime.

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    25 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    “He’s been very nice to us. And he’s so good-looking,” Connor says after a moment: “If you liked men, you’d wanna fuck him as well.”

    The urgency in Hudson’s voice when he speaks surprises both of them.

    They meet eyes.

    “I like men.”

    Connor has both of his eyebrows raised as he looks at him, a genuine surprised look washing over his face.

    Or the one where Hudson and Connor try to figure out the fucked up transition from strangers to co-stars who kiss each other to friends to something else or not at all. The fact that they are both technically taken doesn't help.

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    24 Apr 2026