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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Ilya tracked the movement with his eyes, his tongue darting out to wet his lower lip. Shane shuddered. He had no idea what to call this, this… electricity. He had never felt anything like it before. Deep down he was pretty sure he knew what an outsider would call this but that couldn’t be. He had dated women. Several women. The relationships had been… mostly fine? The women had been lovely. They had been good friends. They had kissed - politely and in front of people a lot of the time - it had been a usual, typical relationship. He was just a gentleman… right?

    As the air sucked out all his breath, as he plunged deep underwater and felt his ears beginning to pop, Shane could see Ilya moving closer to him. Gently, Ilya placed a hand on Shane’s knee, rubbing his fingertips in careful circles. Shane was sure he should have died from lack of air by now.

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    Or: Ilya Rozanov only wants two things: to be a principal ballet dancer and for Shane Hollander to be his boyfriend. Unfortunately Shane doesn't know what he wants.

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    04 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    Jane:

    What was that?

    Jane:

    Did you take her home?

    Jane:

    I cannot believe you did that. Was this another game?

    Jane:

    I'm all fucked in my head.

    Ilya sits for a long moment. He doesn't know what to say. He is the double texter most of the time, not Shane.

    OR: Ilya decides to go out in Montreal and is a menace in a club, gets a text later that night, and goes to see Shane.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    + 1 time he completely understood

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  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Christ, Rozanov, your face.” Hollander's acting like he hasn’t seen a fat lip before. He stands in the doorway in pajamas — yes, he sometimes wears pajama sets to lounge in, and yes, Ilya has chirped him adequately —, eyes glossy and puppylike as if he’s worried.

    He is worried.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    “I dare you not to know who I am. One night before it all kicks off. Like we just met, as strangers.”

    “Just me and you,” Rozanov mused, before he grinned and put out the cigarette. “You want I treat you like any other pretty boy I meet at party?”

    “I’m not pretty,” Shane objected. “But—” it sounded dangerous— “yes.”

    Tomorrow, the rivalry between Hollander and Rozanov begins. Tonight, they’re just Shane and Ilya.

    An alternate meeting AU in which Ilya doesn’t join the NHL until Shane’s second year.

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