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    "It's over. I'm done with it," Astarion's voice was a broken whisper, barely audible over his sobs. He was speaking to himself, affirming the end of a chapter steeped in torment. The sight was heartbreaking. Sad. He knelt there for a moment, as if trying to believe what had happened.

    Then, rising from the ground and lifting his bloodshot eyes to meet Tav's, his expression twisted into something bitter and cold. "And I'm done with you," he spat out venomously.

    Tav's step faltered, her hand still suspended in the air. Confusion and hurt welled up inside her. "What?" she stammered, her mind racing to make sense of his words. He was in shock, surely. The trauma, the bloodshed, it had to be too much.

    But Astarion's voice cut through her thoughts, icy and trembling with a raw edge of emotion she had never heard before. "I would say good luck out there, but honestly?" His gaze was piercing, unyielding. "I hope you die." The words slithered out like a curse, each syllable dripping with a venom that chilled her to the bone.

    Astarion narrowed his eyes, leaned towards her and whispered ominously, only to her. “Screaming.”

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    A series that follows Tav and Wyll from after their engagement, through Avernus and onto palace life.

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    “Your newest ascended Astarion safe place”-Volo (Probably)

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    Preview Astarion's Perspective: “And, what can a vampire ascendant do?” she asked gently, her hands clasped together in front of her as she spoke. It was adorable. Slightly cherubic, even. The thought made him smile even wider as he considered how nice it might be to forbid anyone else from looking at her like that. Those sorts of things should be reserved for his eyes only. Behind closed doors. Hopefully near a mattress.

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    Author's Note: Welcome to the unicorn-like experience of a loving "Ascendent" Astarion fanfiction on AO3. If you need a romantic "Vampire Ascendent Astarion" fanfiction where he is REALISTICALLY evil but not a heinously abusive man, you've come to the right place. This one is dedicated to all the girlies who like a sadistic and monogamous man. Let's hurt together, darlings.

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    You let Astarion ascend—and regretted it almost instantly. You tried to stay away, desperately fighting the desire to be near the shell of the man you once loved... and somehow still do. But he had other plans. And now you're on your knees, accepting your fate.

    You are utterly wrecked, ruined, and ravished as Ascended Lord Astarion fucks you into delirium for three nights straight in a dark, unholy ritual known as The Dark Kiss.

    When you awaken, trembling and transformed, you’ll belong to him.

    Forever.

     

    He circles you once, slow, languid, eyes gleaming. His breath brushes your ear as he leans close.

    “All those lonely nights. Waking up drenched in sweat. Fingers between your thighs, chasing ghosts.”

    You flinch. Just slightly. And he stills behind you, his breath brushing your neck.

    “Did you scream my name into your pillow and pretend it didn’t mean anything?”

    Your lip trembles before your knees do.

    “I remember how you sounded” he purrs, circling again. “I remember everything. The way you clung to me. The way you begged. You thought I’d forget? You thought YOU could forget?”

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    Wyll’s lantern swung closer. Tav could see the gleam of his boots through the underbrush. He was only steps away.

    “Do you think he’d be angry, pet?” Astarion mused. “If he found you like this? Would he be heartbroken? Or simply humiliated?”

    Of course he wouldn't let her answer. He covered her mouth with one hand, the other pressing her down.

    She clenched her jaw, wanting not to tremble beneath him. She should’ve been ashamed. But gods, it was hard to think when Astarion was like this—when he made her feel so alive.

    His mouth grazed the back of her shoulder, then up her neck. “Should I bite your scruff while I fuck you in front of your boyfriend? Like a wild beast?”

     

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    Astarion thinks seducing her will save him. Only, he isn’t as untouchable as he pretends, and she isn’t as innocent as he thinks—she has secrets sharp enough to cut them both open.

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