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    He wasn’t ready for this.

    Maybe he never would have been, not in two, or five, or ten years. Maybe he would have spent the rest of his life holding this secret inside, not telling a single soul about the way his heart beats for his biggest rival. Or maybe, in a year or ten or once he’s retired, he might have come out publicly. Might have shared his truth with the world.

    But that was supposed to be his choice. To tell or not to tell, to hide in the shade or step out into the sunshine. It was supposed to be his decision, and now it’s been taken from him.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya, these are my parents, Yuna and David.”

    Without missing a beat, Ilya takes a step forward and extends his hand. To Shane’s mom first, who shakes it politely, and then to his dad, who shakes it more insistently.

    “It is very nice to meet you,” Ilya greets them. “I am very big fan of your work.”

    Ilya gestures to Shane with - unbelievably - a genuine smile on his face. Jesus Christ. He’s not even fucking around; he actually means what he is saying.

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Love this

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    Shane’s voice comes out small. “It feels like you know things about me I don’t.”

    Ilya hums thoughtfully. “Maybe. But that’s okay. Sometimes it’s easier to see from outside.” He tilts Shane’s chin up gently, forcing eye contact. “You spent whole life adjusting to others, yes? Let me adjust to you now.”

    Shane’s breath catches.

    Something in him cracks. Not loudly, not all at once. Just enough.

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    An answer to the question: what if the Centaurs were chaotic disasters (affectionate) on social media?

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    08 Jan 2026

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    [pt. 3]

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    19 Jan 2026

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    [pt. 2]

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    Ilya Rosanov joins a group chat.
    It escalates.

    There are wine nights. There are opinions. There are screenshots that absolutely should not exist. Somewhere along the way, Shane Hollander becomes lore, the internet loses its mind, and the Montreal WAGs adopt a menace.

    A collection of one-shots about text messages, hockey, public chaos, private softness, and the dangerous assumption that anything will stay contained.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    [pt. 3]