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Calum sat next to the skirt, his fingers still on the fabric, and murmured, “Ash, I-“
“Are you about to apologise?“ Ashton cut him off. “It seems to me that you are. You think you’ve done something wrong? Or want something wrong? Do you feel like you have to explain yourself over this?” he gestured to the skirt. “ ‘Cause you fucking don’t!”
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Being truth to yourself might be scary. Being truth to yourself in front of the world might be even scarier. Ashton helps Calum to do both things.
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A kitten and a puppy meet in a place full of other kittens and puppies.
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Luke’s suddenly filled with anger. Not anger at Ashton but anger at his inability to make Ashton see his self-destructive patterns.
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“So pretty,” he murmured very low but it wasn’t meant to go unheard.
“Thank you but, I already told you, I don’t think that word-“
“Shhhhh,” Luke hushed Michael with that soft and long sound and his index finger vertically on Michael’s lips. “You’ve never been the ‘talking during sex’ kind of person. I am. Just listen to me, ok?”
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It’s not that Michael believes he’s bad-looking, because he doesn’t. He just doesn’t think he’s pretty, even when he wishes he was. Luke shows him how wrong he is.
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"Contemplating new ideas for your next haircut?" Luke asked as his eyes went over his boyfriend's uncovered golden hair strands.
Michael's fingers gripped hard on Luke's forearms before saying "do you think it would be a good idea to dye my hair again?"
"Missing the thrill of having fantasy colours over your head?" Luke arched his neck down and rest his chin on Michael's shoulder.
"I don't know."
Michael's words came accompanied by an apologetic expression. "Just, tell me, do you think it would be a good idea?"
Luke lift his chin off Michael's shoulder and his own reflexion on the mirror showed he looked as confused as he felt. "What do you mean by 'good idea'?"
Michael shrugged so reluctantly that it seemed his shoulders had suddenly become heavier. "I don't wanna disappoint anyone."
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Michael doesn’t know what his next hairstyle should be. Luke helps him see that the causes of his doubts are not the healthiest ones.
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Luke makes a new friend while foraging alone one night.
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07 Feb 2022
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Michael really likes the suit Luke is wearing.
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07 Feb 2022
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"The little bell clings above the door when he pushes it open, and he stamps his feet on the welcome mat to rid any clumps of snow that may have stuck to his shoes. The place is completely empty, not even anyone behind the counter, and he wonders for a second if they’re even open when there’s a small crash and a ‘fuck’ from somewhere in the back.
Michael chuckles to himself and unzips his jacket. He knows the cause of that racket. “You okay back there?” he shouts, leaning over the counter to try and see into the storage room."
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21 Nov 2021
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The first thing he notices is that the main tent – the big top – isn’t red and white, but is instead black, silver and purple. That seems to be the colour scheme throughout, because each of smaller tents that are dotted around the field is a variation of those colours. Some are black with silver stars, others purple with black moons, and so many more combinations Luke can't even count. The people who work here are easy to tell apart from the visitors. They’re dressed completely in black and wearing purple or silver accessories – hats, suspenders, shoes, bowties. Their faces painted black and white – as skeletons, some kind of monsters or with symbols on their cheeks. Luke hasn’t been close enough to see what any of the symbols are yet.
Luke is dragged to the circus by his brother and ends up falling for the magician's assistant.
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19 Nov 2021
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when no one's there to listen, i will hear your pain by hideforalifetime
Fandoms: 5 Seconds of Summer (Band)
26 Oct 2021
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“Mikey,” He feels Luke slowly pry his hands away from his face. “Are you listening to yourself?”
He holds Michael’s hands in his own larger ones, tracing the lines on his palm as he stares at Michael’s reflection seriously. His nails are glinting against the blinding lights in the room, and Michael catches his own reflection in them. Green, contorted. Green with envy. But who is he jealous of?
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Michael's performing at Madison Square Garden like he's dreamed of all his life. But the pressure gets to him, and soon, he finds himself rethinking every decision he's ever made.
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- Part 2 of you're all the colours of my rainbow
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01 Nov 2021