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    “Woah,” Will whispers to himself incredulously, laughing a little under his breath as he shuffles through the pages of the letter again. He can’t help but admire the smooth, off-white stationery, its pleasant weight in his hands. A serious-looking “MJW” watermark adorns the top of each page, totally at odds with the entertaining missive and its author’s garbled cursive. Will laughs quietly to himself again. What sixteen-year-old boy on earth has monogrammed stationery?

    Michael J. Wheeler, apparently. Where did Max find this guy?

    Mike Wheeler is insecure, even by normal teenage standards. So when his friend, Max, connects him with her old friend from California, he's surprised by how easily they get along. But as the weeks wear on, their letters grow increasingly personal, and they make plans to embark on a week-long trip, Mike can't let go of one inconvenient, anxiety-inducing thought: What if he wants to be more than friends?

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    Mike Wheeler has to die.

    That’s the only thought Will can think about right now, and every brief interaction the two have only further cements this truth. He thinks back to the boy he once knew– to the one that asked him to be friends on the swingset, the one that ditched Trick-or-Treating just to make sure he was okay, the one who said they’d go crazy together.

    Whoever is standing in front of him is not that boy.

    Will Byers murders the fuck out of Mike Wheeler with a machine gun. That’s the fic

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    Where Will Byers is madly in love with Mike Wheeler, but Mike has a girlfriend.

    However, that never stopped true feelings from becoming uncovered through flirty signs, paintings, letters and basements.

     

    (Written to take place in the 18 month time gap between season 4 and season 5)

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    The men and their forgotten guns are unaffected around him, and Mike’s vision isn’t the clearest; all he can see is the vague, lit shapes of moving fire surrounding the one body he does know to be Will’s. They are dead, and Mike is anything but unaffected.

    Something monumental shifts–Mike can feel it.

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    The world is ending, and Mike really loves Will.

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    Mike's life is split in three categories; the life he should have, the life he wants to have, and the life he has to have. Currently, he's living in limbo between all three; he'll never have that white-picket fence and suburban wife, not when the only girl he could try to love has left him, and while he's finding it harder to live the life he has to have— the life where he hides himself so deep, not even the people he loves know who he is— he'll never get the life he wants, either.

    Limbo sucks, to put it simply. He's so close to what he wants (which is Will, no matter how hard he tries to shove it down) but he just can't push past that barrier and talk to Will, not when everything he does always feels wrong.

    But, maybe, Mike might come to learn that what he wants isn’t so bad, after all.

    (Or; Mike's struggle with his internalized homophobia— among other things, including the concept of free will, Robin Buckley's mildly terrifying presence, and wanting things Mike's sure he doesn't deserve— structured around the five stages of grief. You can mourn a life you'll never live, and you can mourn someone you haven't actually lost.)

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