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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    30 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    “This might have been a bad idea.”
    “You think so?”
    “Hollander’s pissed.” Marlow said, stating the obvious.
    “No he’s not.” Ilya answered easily. “He’s just nervous.”
    “About what?”

    “About asking if he can watch you fuck me.”

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    29 Mar 2026

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    So, if this isn't a dream, then it has to be the other thing. Time travel. Which…

    Well, Shane will believe in anything if it means Ilya isn't dead.

    So, yeah, time travel. Prospect cup, 2008. Meeting Ilya for the first time ever. Again. For the second time.

    Ugh.

    Well, here he goes. It can't possibly be as awkward as the first time, right?

     

    OR, The Centaurs’ plane crashes and Ilya Rozanov dies. Roughly three months later, Shane Hollander dies on the ice. And then he wakes up in 2008, on the day he met Ilya Rozanov for the first time.

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    28 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 68

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    After Ilya dies, Shane tries—very hard and for as long as he can—not to kill himself.

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    28 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    Soon his internal list started to reflect Shane. I can’t die until I’ve made him cum hands-free. I can’t die until I’ve kissed every inch of his body. I can’t die until I’ve held his hand. I can’t die until I’ve told him I love him.

    Only now, years older and not a whole lot wiser, he was beginning to feel like he might have run out of things to put on the list.

    Or, Ilya struggles with his depression and Shane quiets the thoughts in his head.

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    27 Mar 2026