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Cas loves Dean.
He had told him in his last breaths and never got an answer as to the feeling being mutual. But then Jack brings him back from the Empty and he realizes he doesn't need one. All he needs is Dean. To be by his side as whatever Dean will let him be.Dean loves Cas.
But he tells him he doesn't. He tells him they’re friends. He tells him he can't. He tells him all the things instead of the sheer truth. Until he learns to show him.[Or: How Dean tries his best to shut his inner demons off, so he can be with his best friend and give in to the years-long cravings, he always tried to shove down. And how Cas stays patient, with the promise to love him relentlessly.
Also, hunting is evolved, and everyone gets the ending they deserve!
This story is an absolute devastating rollercoaster, so get comfortable, fasten your seatbelts and get ready to be emotionally thrown around.](this is now finished)
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16 Mar 2026
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The Dean everyone once knew is gone, replaced by a conniving creature with an addiction to chaos. Trailing murders behind him, Cas and Sam race to catch Dean and save him from himself.
But Dean isn't in the business of lying to himself anymore, and he wants Cas like he never let himself before he woke up in his demonic state. While Dean tries to force happiness on Sam in the form of Eileen Leahy, Cas has to fight the constant battle of his grace mysteriously acting faulty.
Having always loved Dean, no matter what, Cas is now faced with the need to do right for the world, and the need for Dean - a thing that used to align. Struggling with separating the two, Cas straddles the line between giving in and making a very hard decision.
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14 Mar 2026
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"Cas is alive," Sam sounds as bewildered now as the first time he said it, however long ago. One minute, ten minutes, an hour. Dean wouldn't know. Time seems to be folding past him in unpredictable bursts. He's not convinced this isn't a dream, actually. No way it can be real.
Right? No way Cas would do that to them. To him.
Not after what he said. Not ever.
Right?
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- Part 1 of Horror Vacui 'verse
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08 Mar 2026
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Dean gets cursed by an Angel. Or his junk does. And now he has a bit of a problem. An itch. An itch that needs scratching.
Cas can help. Cas does help.
And Dean is totally not jealous of anything. Maybe. Shut up.
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07 Feb 2026
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some of the more explicit nsfw artwork i don't feel like posting on twitter
follow me on twt @a9hast i do post sfw/milder spn fanarts thereBookmarked by markieeeeeeee
07 Feb 2026