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    When Shane Hollander suffers a career-threatening injury, the game that has defined him and given him language to understand himself is taken away. Ilya becomes his anchor, witnessing the slow, fragile unraveling of identity and the painstaking, reversible work of rebuilding.

    Who is Shane Hollander without hockey?

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    Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.

    or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.

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    In the wake of the outbreak of a vicious disease, Levi travels the wilderness with his companion. It is not so bad, living off the land. Levi has learned which berries are safe, which mushrooms pair well with roots and potatoes, and how to catch fish from rivers.

    For Erwin, it is not quite so easy. All the way out here, his only food source is Levi.

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    “Maybe the fool has it right, then,” Levi says, voice thick and low. “Maybe the smart man just thinks too damn much.” His pupils are wide enough to fall into. He wets his lips, and Erwin watches him. “He either sacrifices the thing he wants, or he sacrifices himself. Maybe the only difference between them is what they’re willing to lose.”

    In the end, the surrender is easy. All that’s left is to fall from the ledge.

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    Levi nearly snorted at the look of him - flushed, hair awry, yet still his eyes had the look of a man in the midst of calculating one of his improbable field maneuvers, of solving some impossible thing when nothing in the world, Levi thought, could be simpler. Play the game, or don't.

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