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He's back! Gordon Freeman is back! Barney should feel elated, and he does! So... Why does it feel like Gordon is farther away than ever before?
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Gordon returns after 20 years, and after weeks of constant avoidance, Barney is forced to talk about his feelings.Series
- Part 2 of Crowbar
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05 Jan 2026
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you know that don't mean i'm not lonely by GenavieCallow
Fandoms: Half-Life (Video Games)
23 Jul 2025
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Something lonely and desperately wanting stirs in his chest. While it’s only been a week for him, it’s been twenty years for Barney. He couldn’t possibly expect him to have waited, to have not moved on.
And yet, there’s something in the way that Barney looks at him that makes him wonder, and possibly just hope, that he still loves him.
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26 Oct 2025
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Humanity's prized possession and one sign of hope.
A crowbar.
A crowbar Barney has the privilege to hold onto, and he uses it to cry into. A sign of hope and prosperity used to only enhance the sorrow and longing Barney feels for his lost lover.
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Barney mourns the loss of his lover, and then angstily jacks off to a crowbar.Series
- Part 1 of Crowbar
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24 Oct 2025
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After bringing down the citadel, it was time to take a break and clean up. . .
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16 Oct 2025
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It was just going to be a night to hang out in Barney's dorm to watch some X-files. Just X-files and chill.
It still is. . . sorta.
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27 Sep 2025