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  1. Public Bookmark 4

    requiem aeternam dona by

    Fandoms: XLOV (Band)  

    10 Nov 2025

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    Wumuti had never questioned the nature of his unbeating heart, not even after an eternity of harvesting souls under the unchanging sky. Not until one of those souls made him wonder. A soul that, maybe, was worth saving.

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    21 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 32

    any shape, any pain, any name. (love you) by

    Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)  

    05 Nov 2025

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    When Haewon's wife leaves her and a 5 year old Kyujin decades too early, its up to Haewon to pick up the pieces of a life once lived.

    And every piece, every shape-- falls into place eventually.

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    13 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 11

    Love is Lonely (Without You) by

    Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)  

    28 Oct 2025

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    Oh Haewon is the golden child. She's the star of the cheer team, has a perfect boyfriend, and always gets high marks on her schoolwork. But what no one actually knows is that her real passion is music. No one knows of the guitar hidden deep in her closet; that the reason she's always needing tons of caffeine is because she's playing late into the night whenever she gets the chance. Nobody truly knows the real Oh Haewon.

    Until Lily Morrow came along.

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    08 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 10

    Of Bunnies And Butterflies by

    Fandoms: XLOV (Band)  

    06 Dec 2025

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    “Why does fate have to be so cruel,” Rui muttered, as a single tear trailed down his cheek.

    Letting his shirt fall back down into place, and once again covering up the mark, Rui looked his own reflection in the eyes; he had made up his mind.

    ‘I’ll stay by his side for as long as I can. For as long as he wants me there. I’ll never tell him. He doesn’t have to know- doesn’t have to suffer. I could never do that to him. I love him.’

     ---

    Or, Rui knows who his soulmate is.
    He also knows he can never tell him.
    A single misunderstanding convinces Rui that keeping the truth buried is the kinder choice - even as the bond punishes him for resisting it.
    A story about soulmarks, quiet heartbreak, and the consequences of loving someone too gently.

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    07 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 63

    Fanservice and Other Lies Haewon Tells Herself by

    Fandoms: NMIXX (Band), K-pop  

    23 Dec 2025

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    Haewon has an explanation for everything.
    Every look Lily gives her? Fanservice.
    Every touch? Coincidence.
    Every soft, vulnerable moment? Friendship.
    The playlist full of yearning love songs might be what breaks her though.

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    02 Dec 2025