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    Ilya sat straight up after falling, and he looked to his immediate left, seeing the motionless body sprawled out on the ice. It didn’t register to him right away, though it should have. Then, he noticed the blood, a small pool starting to form under Shane’s head. No. no no no nonononono. He glanced down at his skates, noticing a small trace of blood on the tip of his right blade. He felt like he was going to puke.

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    Almost a week after leaving L.A., Evan "Buck" Buckley is back with a plan and a newfound determination to get back the job and the family he lost. This time, he's the one in control and he's adamant that no one will take that away from him.

    He decides to keep his return to L.A. a secret until he's ready to face them one by one. With some interesting but much-needed conversations on the horizon, Buck readies himself for the fight ahead of him.

    OR, Buck returns to L.A. to try to fight for his job.

    This is a sequel to my other Fic 'Can't Keep Chasing This Fire (I'm so Damn Tired)' and would make more sense once that one has been read.

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    23 Aug 2025

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    "Eddie,” Buck breathed. “I just want to be married to you.”

    “Yeah?” Eddie asked because he felt like he had to say something, like he had to be sure, even with Buck wearing his ring and refusing to take it off even to shower when they got into the accommodations.

    “Yeah.” Buck weaved their fingers together, the ring warm against Eddie’s skin, and he lifted their arms up until they were still linked, but resting on the pillow above his head.

    Eddie smiled and reached his free hand down to bend Buck’s bad leg at the knee, “Let’s fucking do that, then.” He kissed him, a little messily, hard enough that he could feel Buck’s moan against his lips.

    Evan Diaz, Eddie Diaz’s husband.

    He really liked the sound of that.

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    Eddie's healed from being shot, but he's not really healed, is he, when he keeps forgetting he's not in Afghanistan. Buck's still healing too, though it's easier when Eddie's working at dispatch instead of in the field. The boys are engaged, they've got a wedding to plan and family to grow closer to.

    It's season five... let's see just how strong these foundations are.

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    It’s okay.

    This is okay.

    Jungkook feels soft next to him and Taehyung can smell his shampoo. The younger boy’s breath tickles his neck and somehow Taehyung finds comfort in all of it.

    or: Taehyung has to sell his body for sex to survive on the streets of Seoul. That all changes when a client hears him sing in the shower one night and introduces him to none other than the CEO of BigHit Entertainment. As crazy as it sounds, Taehyung is now set to debut with a band called Bangtan Sonyeondan. Between being a trainee, learning to trust his new band members and trying to forget his old life, Taehyung thinks that he finally starts to understand what happiness is and how it feels.

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    status update: in a relationship

    Everything’s perfect now, right? Happily ever after and all that...right?

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    19 Jan 2025