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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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31 Jan 2026
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He sighs, frustrated, with the world, with himself, with the stupid, mediocre beer he’s drinking that cost him twelve damn dollars, before tip even.
“The club isn’t the problem,” Eddie mumbles, staring across the dance floor, where Buck is curving his hand around the woman’s head and whispering in her ear.
“Is the problem that your wingman is a traitor?” Ravi asks, snickering at the sight.
“No. The problem is I don’t want to pick up women.” Eddie really hopes that’s enough information. Ravi is a smart guy. He kind of hopes he’ll piece it together. Though another part of him, a soft, new part of him, hopes Ravi doesn’t. He hopes he has to say it. He should probably get some practice in, right?
Ravi looks at him then, studying him. “You’re really happy being single?”
Eddie exhales. Smiles small and shakes his head.
“No, it’s not that,” he says. “I’m just gay.”
OR Eddie comes out at the club during 9x07. Just not to Buck.
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28 Jan 2026
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Athena plans a Christmas getaway to celebrate Bobby’s return, but a booking mix-up leaves Buck and Eddie sharing a two-bedroom cabin… alone.
The rest of the 118 ends up in the bigger cabin (and immediately continues there betting pool), while Chris quietly joins Team “My Dad and Buck Need to Get Together Before Christmas.”
What follows is a week of accidental couple’s activities, mistletoe mishaps, disastrous gingerbread houses, Buck teaching Eddie how to ski, snowball fights, and so many almost-moments neither of them will admit to.
Buck’s convinced Eddie’s straight. Eddie’s convinced Buck could never want him back.
And on Christmas Eve, when a storm traps them in their cabin, they finally have no choice but to talk about everything they’ve been avoiding.A holiday trip, a slow burn, and two idiots in love trying very hard not to be.
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Buck and Eddie get stuck sharing a cabin during the 118’s Christmas vacation, and every holiday trope in existence decides to attack them at once.
By Christmas Eve, the only thing more intense than the snowstorm is the truth they’ve been avoiding.Bookmarked by passionateAng
05 Jan 2026
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No one wants to hear your misery (they got their own) by paleredheadinascifi
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26 Jan 2025
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This is a story about misery. But, mostly, it’s a story about joy, and learning how to choose it.
Or, Eddie reckons with returning to a place that makes him miserable, for a kid that makes him whole. There he finds his sisters, a blast from the past, and permission to choose his future.
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04 Jan 2026
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I’ll tell them put me back in it (and I would do it again) by paleredheadinascifi
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04 Feb 2025
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Eddiaz is listening to the slowburn friends to lovers playlist
Eddiaz listened to the POV you’re falling in love with your best friend playlist
Eddiaz listened to the sad gay yearning hours playlist
Eddiaz listened to the he was my best friend and that was the worst part playlistOr, Eddie doesn't know how to make his listening history private. Buck doesn't know what to do with the words in front of his eyes. Chris cannot believe he has to deal with either of them.
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04 Jan 2026