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And Shane wants to let go. He wants to let go so bad, but he can’t help but feel like something bad will happen if he does, that the universe is somehow going to punish him for this, that everyone will be able to read this submission on his face and deprive him of everything he worked so hard for.
As if reading his mind: “Just us in here,” says Rozanov, glancing around for emphasis, voice a solid, anchoring whisper.
God, Shane wants. Shane wants so much that it hurts, makes his whole body ache with emptiness, and what he wants more than anything after to be held and pushed into – by Rozanov – is to listen and submit – to Rozanov. He wants Rozanov, and it should be scary, but all he feels right now is a want, an impenetrable need that makes him swallow around glass shards stuck in his throat and slowly put his palms flush on the floor in front of his knees, watching Rozanov like he’s in a trance.
or, being the best might be starting to take its toll on Shane, and Ilya knows how to help
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Rozanov shakes Shane's head by the jaw as he speaks, firm enough to demand his attention but soft enough to care.
“What the fuck was wrong with you tonight?”
Shane has just played possibly the worst game of his life and can't seem to quiet his spiraling mind. Rozanov is there to take him out of it, the way only Rozanov can.
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bubbles and cigarettes by LadyElspeth
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Mar 2026
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“Ilya,” Shane said slowly, “have you been smoking again?”
His eyes darted to the coffee table, where a lighter and a newly opened pack of cigarettes lay.
And Ilya didn’t want to bother with an explanation.
Ilya Rozanov decided to punish Shane Hollander over an argument about smoking.
February Ficlet Challenge 2026 - day 28 - ash
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The Soft Animal of Your Body by Butterbeerandbutterknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
Love what it loves-Mary Oliver
Or, after years of struggling with an eating disorder, Shane literally and metaphorically spills his guts in front of Ilya. -
kiss me like a final meal by blueberrryink
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Everybody else on earth was born with a manual on How to Be. A sort of silver spoon already tucked into their mouth.
Shane wishes he had gotten one.
After an exhausting day of masking and overstimulation, Shane has a panic attack. He loses the ability to speak. Thankfully, Ilya is there to help him through.