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“You’re right here,” Jay echoes, feeling inexplicably fond. He flexes his fingers, then brushes a thumb over one arch of Sunghoon’s perfect eyebrows. “Remember when you weren’t real?”
Heeseung, on the other side of Jay, must catch the tail end of their conversation, for he snorts at that. “Has our Jongseongie had a little too much to drink?” he asks, smiling sweetly at Sunghoon over Jay’s shoulder.
“No,” Jay insists, obstinate. “You”—he aims one crooked finger at Jake, though to be honest he could be pointing at Taehyun and it wouldn’t make a difference—“you guys didn’t believe he was real.” He reaches out, pinches one of Sunghoon’s cheeks. “But look at him. Here he is! In the flesh.”
(Or, a year in love ft. Jay's friends and some questionable decisions)
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Heeseung doesn’t think about it before he turns to face Jongseong. Maybe if he did think about it, he would have realized just how close they are. Centimeters away from each other, Jongseong’s stare settling on his eyes, then later, his lips.
“Is this what you want?” Jongseong asks, a whisper.
Heeseung hesitates. It’s such a quiet, simple question, but perhaps that’s what makes it hardest to answer.
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Jungwon is—
He's a lot. A lot more than Jay could have ever predicted when Jungwon stepped into his house that first time—more astute and unpredictable, vivid and lovely. He's been noticing it recently, just how lovely Jungwon is, but he doesn't know how to connect all the discrete hints to form a picture he wants to see.
(Or: The summer before he goes off to college, Jay falls in love for the first time)
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“Sometimes,” Jongseong begins. He kicks his legs out, restless, until Heeseung halts him with a hand to his calves. “Sometimes I think you should just shut up.”
“Make me,” Heeseung challenges.
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They’ve stopped underneath these golden streetlights, now. The outlines of Jongseong’s face—his sharp jaw, his close-cropped hair, his slight frown—are limned in the yellow brightness.
Such loveliness seems almost cruel. Jungwon looks at him and it’s like pressing his fingers against a day-old bruise—the ghost of that hurt still remains.
Jungwon takes another breath. “You were the one who broke up with me, anyway.”
(Or: Jungwon sees Jongseong for the first time in two years.)
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The Metros really were lousy at hockey. Shane Hollander was the only talent they had, which was why they threw the C on his chest before they even made it to the All Star break. The Raiders hadn’t given Ilya even an A yet. Coach had taken him aside and told him they weren’t going to think about a leadership role on the team until he’d finished his rookie year. He had enough to deal with, Coach said, which was nicer than saying Ilya was still nineteen, and his English sucked shit, and they weren’t quite done being worried about “character issues.”
Ilya Rozanov’s rookie year reimagined by someone with serious hockey-watcher brainrot.
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07 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
reading hockey fic from someone who knows about hockey… Dam
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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05 Jan 2026
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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
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04 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
getting hit with shane math representation... this is Serious
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After the Metros win over the Moscow Central Red Army in the 1980 Super Series, Shane picks Ilya as his winner's room forfeit.
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03 Jan 2026
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Sid would leave him. Not yet, maybe, but Zhenya had gone into this clear-eyed. He wasn’t twenty years old anymore, buoyant with hope, blinded by his own naivety. For Sid—for any alpha, really—Zhenya was the interlude, not the finale. There would always be another Kathy waiting in the wings.
He wouldn’t try to change Sid’s mind, not this time. But maybe there was still a chance that he could change himself.