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    Scott Hunter came out after winning the cup, and Ilya joined Shane at the cottage. In the aftermath, Shane struggles with big feelings and clings to the only semblance of hope and a future he knows besides his boyfriend. Unexpected conversations and private moments save the days ahead. Or, I just needed more after Shane comes out to his parents and introduces Ilya.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Zane thinks he might be experiencing some kind of fever dream? Maybe a mental breakdown? Fuck, does he need an ambulance?

    Ding, ding, ding, FUCK, SHUT UP! Buzz, buzz, buzz.

    He dares to look at his phone again, the latest text is from Evan Dykstra. A screenshot of an ESPN tweet and approximately twenty five question marks.

    Or: Ottawa Centaurs alternate captain, Zane Boodram is the main character.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

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    22 Jan 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

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    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Logically, Shane isn’t stupid, logically, part of his brain is frantically trying to pull him out of the shock. Of trying to rationalize what he is seeing. But it just doesn’t feel real. Not even as he’s watching the torso of someone still crawling along the pavement. Not until he watches one of the soldiers in the footage turn the gun around onto himself and–

    Rose screams.

    Shane sucks in a broken breath, the trance snapping free and one name slams into his head- Ilya. Ilya. Ilya. 

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    or the zombie apocalypse happens and Ilya Rozanov travels the span of America to get to Shane Hollander's side again.

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    22 Jan 2026