pvroxysmos
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
“Eddie. Eddie, it’s okay.”
“It’s not,” Eddie bites out. He spits at the ground, then shouts, “It is not okay, Buck!”
The silence that follows is deafening. Even the roar of the fire seems quiet in comparison to the absence of the words Buck isn’t saying.
“I love you,” Buck offers.
Eddie wants to wake up.
“Don’t,” he manages.
or: when buck is crushed by a burning tree while he and eddie rescue children from a forest fire, eddie has to make the agonizing decision to leave him behind— but he promises he'll come back, and he won't break a promise to buck. not again.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
07 Sep 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
LISTEN THERE IS NO 911 WITHOUT A GOOD NDE + IMPOSSIBLE CIRCUMSTANCES WRAPPED UP IN A CRAZY HAPPY ENDING
-
Tags
Summary
“That’s the fifth time I’ve hit my hip on the table,” he says, rubbing his side as if it’ll stop the sting. “Your kitchen is too small.”
“I know.” Eddie grabs for the butterknife and starts the precarious process of raking away the black streak without fucking up his masterpiece beneath. “We’ll look for a house with a bigger kitchen on Zillow after the bake sale.”
Buck makes a funny noise, like a raccoon caught in the trash. “What?”
-
Eddie buys a new house, battles with the homeowner's association, omits the truth, almost dies, and during the process realizes yeah, he's a little bit in love with his best friend.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
06 Sep 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
an ode to underappreciated eddie dynamics like !!!! it's fantastic he's an ass he's bitchy self centered slightly inconsiderate petty n cnty!! his inner and outer dialogue glitters in the way that highlights fun idiosyncrasies of dickhead paramedic men! also out and sexual bi Eddie! a whole other level of eddie understanding!! one of the only authors I would recommend reading through the comment section along with the fic there's some wonderful stuff in there as well
-
Tags
Summary
The thing is Buck is aware he has—not a problem, per se—and it's never been this bad before, but he can get overwhelmed, quick to come but, crucially, quick to get it up again. He's always managed to make it work with his various partners, techniques to last longer, but with Eddie it's different, this part of their relationship is only three months old, and Buck wants him all the time with a fervor he didn't know was possible.
Eddie has incredible stamina and when he fucks Buck it doesn't matter how fast Buck comes, because Eddie will just keep going, fucking him through orgasm after orgasm until he's crying and shaking, used up and wrung out and still desperate for more. But on the occasions Eddie puts him on his back, ready to ride him, or bends himself over the dining table so Buck can watch his cock sliding into Eddie's perfect ass, Buck finds himself on the brink faster than he knows what to do with.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
07 Sep 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
PREMATURE EJACULATION BUCK 🧿👄🧿💦
-
Tags
Summary
It hits Eddie as he’s kneeling in his childhood bedroom in El Paso, Texas, his kid back in his arms after a loud and uncomfortable argument about his decision to move.
It’s a realization he should have had months ago – Chris doesn’t need him to cede further ground to his parents, to give himself up in hopes of gaining a little of his son in return. He needs Eddie to choose himself, as well. To fight for what he wants. And Eddie wants… a lot of stuff, actually. First and foremost, to get back to LA and reunite with the last person missing in their family of three.
It hits Buck as he’s standing in the middle of Sunset Boulevard, calling for the crowd of onlookers to disperse.
Not the realization, of course – he had that one two weeks back, sitting on the only couch that has ever felt right, as he helped the love of his life slip out of his reach – but the silver Honda Civic Type R that just barreled through the roadblock fifty feet further down the street.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
06 Sep 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
long live the car crash hearts
-
little birdie (why you worry like you do) by teaspoonmoon for nthnnh
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
30 Aug 2025
Tags
Summary
Eddie dropped down into the seat next to Buck with a sigh. “That pigeon is back and I swear to god it’s bigger than it was yesterday.”
“Oh my god,” Buck groaned, rolling his eyes. “Not this again.” As disinterested as he was pretending to be, though, he still kept his eyes on Eddie long enough for his phone screen to go dark.
“Yes, this again,” Eddie insisted. “Whatever the hell you put in that feeder, it’s created a monster. I bet it can’t even sit on a tree branch without the entire thing collapsing.”
“Big Stu isn’t that big.”
Eddie stared incredulously. “Big Stu?”
—
In which Eddie has beef with a bird.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
06 Sep 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
my kingdom for grumpy bitchy eddie