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The day was supposed to be mundane.
Harry wasn’t quite sure where everything went wrong—maybe it was the way his socks felt rumpled the whole day, or the way his robes seemed to scratch against the scarring cut on his hand—but even if he was comfortably stimulated, he didn’t think he could have prevented a breakdown that day.
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Or, Harry deals with Cedric's death. His friends (and Malfoy?) help him out.
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Harry Potter had been an unwanted freak in the Dursley home, so when an opportunity arises for them to be rid of him, is it any wonder they jump on it? Harry finds himself trapped and experimented on like a lab rat by those that wield the strange power he's come to suppress. When he finally escapes, he carries with him a secret that must be kept so, lest he find himself shown as the freak he had always been told he was.
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- Part 1 of Dark Wings and Friendly Neighbors
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Bookmarked by ratsoks
30 Oct 2023
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im going to be sick this fic is everything to me
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Death’s at my Door (The Reason I’m Living is You) by z3phyr23
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
21 Jun 2025
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Ponyboy’s dream starts the same way they all seem to start these days. Johnny. His dark eyes, shining with light like the stars he always used to look up at. For a brief moment, he thinks that finally it may be a nice dream. Maybe he can have this moment with Johnny. One last moment.
He was wrong.
Or: Ponyboy has survivors guilt, a nightmare, and a panic attack. Luckily, he also has the best brothers ever.
Bookmarked by ratsoks
13 Dec 2025
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all of his questions, such a mournful sound by ad_castra
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
02 Oct 2022
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Your father, in the darkest hours, talks of the Devil and the body that will soon house Him. He will build a home inside this body. He could even build a home inside you.
These are your bedtime stories.
Bookmarked by ratsoks
06 Nov 2025
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urgh. this is so urgh. like. guh he makes me sick to my stomach
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It wasn't real. He wasn't in Hell anymore. That's what he tried to tell himself over and over.
But two centuries of torture don't disappear in a day.Sam struggles with visions of Hell, fighting to maintain his grip on reality. Dean hates that he can't protect his brother from what isn't real—but curse him if he doesn't try.
When the boys stumble on a case with ties to the Devil himself, will they be able to pull themselves together in time to stop the sacrifices? Or will the echoes of Hell finally overtake them?
Aka, season 7, but the plot is Hell trauma, not leviathans.
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My Ballerina (Sway Me Side To Side) by negativefouriq
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
28 Dec 2023
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“What did you say you were looking for, again?”
Keith closes his eyes and tips his head back, letting it thunk gently on the thin wall under the big window, in the corner of the apartment where they’ve shoved their bed. He lets his eyes go blurry, lets the stars they stuck on the ceiling before they did anything else turn into bright green dots. They’re real constellations. The two of them spent hours on them; Lance on Keith’s shoulders, tripping and shouting and laughing.
“I need tickets,” Keith says quietly. He turns his gaze slowly to Lance, who is sleeping soundly again, who has bags under his eyes, whose hands twitch every few seconds, who frowns deeply. “And we can’t — these are the only ones I could find. That I can even pretend to afford. I need it to be —” He swallows. “I need you to tell me they’re real.”
Pidge is quiet for a moment. The only sound is her breathing, her nail tapping slowly on the edge of her screen.
“The link is exactly what it says it is.”
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OR: Lance has been depressed. Keith desperately wants to fix it, and with a Christmas miracle he might just manage.