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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    "Fuck," Robby breathes. “Have you done anything besides sleep and masturbate all day?”

    “No,” Jack laughs. “Hey, man, when you find yourself in sudden and unexpected possession of a pussy, you gotta do what you gotta do.” He spreads his legs, letting Robby get a good look at how he’s open and sticky and wet. Still fluttering from his recent orgasm, fingers still deep inside himself. He pulls them out and shows Robby how milky wet they are, grinning. “You wanna get a feel?”

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    13 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    “I want a white Christmas,” Jack whispers.

    “What does that mean?”

    “You’re—we’re gonna take viagra,” Jack says, “and fuck the day away. As many times as you can go. You’re gonna fill me with it, cover me in it, till I’m dripping and filthy,” Jack whispers. “See? A white Christmas.”

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    13 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    Macklin had secrets no one knew, not even Will.
    One night it all becomes too much for him and he takes his own life.
    Trapped in a ghost like afterlife, Macklin helplessly watches the grief he caused.

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    12 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Those thirty seconds he spent on Robby, obsessing over a relatively-superficial through-and-through when he knew someone else was shot in the chest—he could have been here. And if it had been an arterial wound? he then thinks. The guilt dissipates as soon as it registers.

    Or, how Jack Abbot learned to say yes.

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    06 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Robby was 14 when he got his first soul-injury, a mysterious black eye appearing with no punch. Jack was born with a scar on the bottom of his foot.

    It only takes them 30 years.

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    06 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Soulmate Rabbot omigod

  6. Public Bookmark 60

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    Around six in the morning, Ellis expertly places a chest tube in a thirty-seven-year-old stabbing victim, and when Jack leans over to inspect it, he is staring straight into the jagged, bloody hole in Private Milton's ribcage. The lights in T2 flicker and Jack can hear the whip of heavy canvas walls as a brutal storm rips across the desert. Milton is the one Jack had no chance of putting back together but he still tried. Fifty-five minutes of rapid infusion and internal cardiac massage and then he had called it, Milton's flat, empty heart in his hand.

    Jack doesn't flinch while looking into the abyss of flesh and bone but he does lie to Ellis. "Looks good. Monitor the output, grab me after CT or if he goes south."

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    06 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 41

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    It feels like Robby waits until Jack is settled on the couch, leg off, lotion scar kit out, and the Pens game on to stride into the room and drop the Langdon bomb on him. Jack sucks in a breath and watches until the Pens predictably fail to take advantage of their power play before he flips the tv off and tosses the remote onto the coffee table.

    “The fuck, Robby?”

    — Or:

    Three days after Pittfest, Robby and Jack are both a little haunted.

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    06 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 54

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    Jack wants breakfast, Robby cares too much, and now they're mixed up in an armed robbery.

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    06 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    That episode where Carol is held hostage in the convenience store but make it Rabbot from da pitt

  9. Public Bookmark 28

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    Robby,

    I never thought I'd be writing you a letter like this, not when we work side by side and sleep in the same bed. When and why would I be writing you a letter? But I can't talk to you, so here we are.

    *****
    Part 1: While Robby lies unconscious in the ICU, a breathing tube down his throat, his future unknown, Jack sits by his bedside and writes him letters.
    Part 2: Jack micromanages Robby's recovery while keeping him at arm's length. Robby decides to do something about it

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    05 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 14

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    “You did spend all night out in the rain without a coat,” Lucy volunteers, which earns a glare from Carter aimed in her direction.

    “Lucy, that’s a wives’ tale and you should know that. You don’t get sick from the rain.”

    “No,” Dr. Greene interjects, “but you are a sleep-deprived resident who spent your day off running yourself ragged on the streets of Chicago instead of sleeping. Which, while noble, probably didn’t do your immune system any favors.”

    set post s5e08 "The Good Fight" in which, after a night running around in the rain looking for Keith Nelson, Carter gets sick, Lucy looks after him, and everyone learns the difference between wants and needs.

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    03 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 31

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    All throughout the procedure, Peter half expects Carter to burst in, panting, sweating, full of apologies and claiming some excuse: the El was delayed, he'd overslept, his apartment had burned down again. Peter would brush him off and kick him out of the operating room, then send him to do his scut work and really think about his commitment to this program.

    But Carter never shows.

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    After Gant's death, Peter shuts Carter out. When Carter goes missing, Peter fears the worst and vows to stop at nothing to find him.

    An alternate continuation of season 3, episode 12: Post Mortem

    For Bad Things Happen Bingo Prompt: Broken Rib(s)

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    03 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 47

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    After the stabbing, Carter's family gathers close.
    It's foreign.
    It's overwhelming.
    It's the only place he's ever felt this safe.

    A collection of moments brief and long from Carter's journey toward recovery.

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    03 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    By the time smoke floods the Emergency Department and the fire alarms start going off, Jack Abbot isn’t there at all.

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    02 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 36

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    His jaw is clenched tightly and his eyes are wild, glaring directly into the camera. He looks like a feral animal trapped off the street. The whites of his eyes seem to pulsate and glow around dark, dilated pupils.

    Peter's breath catches in his throat. Even though it has been over a year since he last saw them, he could never forget those eyes.

    Benton stares at the photograph in disbelief.

    John Carter stares back.

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    John Carter has been missing for over a year. Peter Benton never stopped searching. When his former student finally returns, Benton must help him heal and unravel the truth behind his disappearance.

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    02 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 26

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    Peter wants to hit something. Wants to shake John until he wakes up, until he snaps out of it.

    “What can you do?” he asks finally, hating the desperation that leaks into his voice.

    He takes a seat as Deraad begins to talk about treatment options. He lets his gaze settle on Carter, on the stubble that’s shadowing his jaw. The cannula that delivers oxygen to his brain. His colorless cheeks. His vacant expression. It hurts. It physically hurts Peter to see him like this.

    Come back, he wills his former student silently. Wherever you are… please come back.

    Because wherever John Carter is… it’s not here.

    OR: After waking up from surgery and finding out that Lucy has died, John Carter becomes catatonic.

    Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt: Catatonia

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    01 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 70

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    Dale didn't mean for this to happen. He didn't mean to hurt John. Not like this.

    An angry verbal exchange between John Carter and Dale Edson over John's new intern, Lucy Knight, takes a violent turn. They are in the morgue. There is a walk-in freezer. Dale locks Carter inside and leaves him there.

    It was only supposed to be for a few minutes. The pathologist was supposed to come right back. He was supposed to let John out.

    That's not what happens.

    OR: Carter nearly dies from hypothermia.

    Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt: Attempted Murder

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    01 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Shift going okay?” Carter asks as he goes to open his locker.

    “Yeah, been pretty quiet actually,” Anna leans against the locker wall, arms crossed, studying him; he does look tired, and his nose is a little red. “Feel okay?”

    Carter sniffs and clears his throat. “Yeah, yeah. Just some upper respiratory thing, more annoying than anything.”

    “Take anything for it?”

    Carter scoffs a laugh, “I’m okay, Anna.”

    Anna rolls her eyes. Classic man behavior, she thinks, refusing any and all supportive measures unless near death. He appears to be his usual self though, maybe a little grumpy, so she’s not worried and doesn’t push it.

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    Some months into dating Anna, Carter becomes miserably sick.

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    31 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 23

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    On the hottest day of the year, a hostage situation breaks out in the ER trauma rooms. John Carter, Peter Benton, and Lucy Knight are at the center of it.

    John is hurt, badly. Peter's former student. Lucy's teacher. The two of them must work together, under the worst circumstances imaginable, to save his life.

    “Please let me help him,” Peter manages to get out, although it’s almost impossible to hear his own words over the pounding of his heart. His voice cracks. “Please. Please. He’s hurt. He’s my friend. He’s… he’s a good person. His name is John. John Carter. Please, man. I helped your friend. Please let me help mine.”

    Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt: Forced to Beg

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    28 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 34

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    It started small. Real small. Barely a whisper.

    Doug noticed it first. Carter had that look. That look that wasn’t just tired or stressed or “I’ve-been-in-surgery-for-eight-hours,” but that weird haunted thing, like he was trying not to be. Trying not to be seen. Head down, stethoscope all tangled like he didn’t have the energy to fix it. Caffeine on his breath, skin pale, lips just a little too blue.

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    28 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 26

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    Wings were seen as a gift…

    But not to Carter.

    His Turtle Dove wings might have come from the Devil himself.

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    28 Jan 2026

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