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half of my heart (is in your chest) by selfdestructivetendencies
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
08 Apr 2025
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“The first letter was the definition of harmless. JJ might have even found it flattering if it had had a return address, or a sign off.”
In the line of work where they faced killers, rapists and psychopaths, one letter was not enough to set off alarm bells for Jennifer Jareau.
But maybe two letters should have been, or maybe three.
Set season 2/3 ish. No Henry, no Will. Also no Elle, i js couldn’t find a place for her sorry :/
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love her enough by selfdestructivetendencies for silllylove
Fandoms: Criminal Minds: Evolution (TV)
01 Aug 2024
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“Oh fuck. Fuck! JJ, please wake up.” Her hands shook as she rapped endlessly on her cheek. “Please? Fuck! What did you do?”
Voit scoffed, “Me? I told you what would happen…”
She scanned her bloodied hands. “N-No…” They blurred together as they shook, until a mirage of her shortcomings shone in maroon through her fingers. “You didn’t give me a chance!” She was desperate then, pleading with a serial-killing sociopath to believe for half a second that she hadn’t meant for it to happen.
She hadn’t meant for any of it to happen.
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alternative take on dave's dream/hallucination :)
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bite the hand that needs me by selfdestructivetendencies
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
30 Mar 2024
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JJ loves Emily.
Emily loves JJ.
They both know that’s not enough.
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alone (at the edge of a universe) by selfdestructivetendencies
Fandoms: Supergirl (TV 2015)
15 Jul 2023
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So she was back in her evening routine ( at 5pm): sit and wait for crime to happen, extinguish it, go back to the crushing silence, repeat.
But today day was different. Today, there was a change in her routine. A knock on her door.
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The one where Kara feels like she has no one, and Lena proves her wrong.
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Where the laughter breaks (between ribs) by shelteredbyshadow
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
22 Feb 2026
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After a confrontation that turns violent, Robin does what she always does: jokes, deflects, pretends it doesn’t hurt.
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22 Feb 2026
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Deliverance by CarlyWrites
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Jan 2026
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*Part 5 of the Natasha and Wanda Series*
For nearly three years, Natasha and Wanda have been establishing their home and family. They seem to have built perfect lives. Wanda is studying at an Ivy League school with her aunt just up the road, and Natasha is going on missions with her partner and boyfriend. Nightly phone calls and plans for the holidays keep the girls close. However, this idyllic life isn't as stable as it may seem as the foundation is shaken to its core.
*This story will not make sense without reading Parts 1-4
*Not CACW compliant
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- Part 5 of Natasha and Wanda
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19 Nov 2025
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How's One to Know (it's the goddamn fight of my life) by grilledcheeseandguavajelly
Fandoms: Once Upon a Time (TV)
26 Sep 2025
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Mary Margaret sets Emma up on a blind date. And then everything goes to shit.
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29 Oct 2025
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Regina Mills was part of a military convoy that was attacked; she was held as a prisoner of war for over a year. Now she's back in the world, trying to piece together a life for herself. With the help of a veteran buddy, a trauma psychiatrist, and a small town sheriff, she might be able to find a new normal.
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20 Sep 2025
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Jennifer Jareau wasn’t much older than Dr. Spencer Reid when she joined the FBI’s Behavioral Analyses Unit as the Communications Liaison. It’s one of the most elite units of the FBI no one can simply transfer into. So, how did JJ manage to get a spot at only 25 years old?
TW: abuse of power, misconduct and mentions of sexual assault.
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05 Sep 2025