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    15 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    Dennis recounted all of this on the rooftop every morning, almost like a prayer. How he’d gotten here. It wasn’t a sudden morning, waking up with the realization that God had abandoned him. It was slow, painful. Of feeling farther and farther from the light, of drifting away wordlessly from the only truth he’d ever known. There was no moment where it hit that he didn’t believe anymore. It just was.

     

    Dennis had never been able to escape the ghost of Nebraska. But maybe with some confessions and newfound belonging, he finally could.

    Or five times Dennis Whitaker held onto something, and the one time he let go.

     

    Based on the song Sun Bleached Flies by Ethel Cain

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    12 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 91

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    In the haunted silence of the PTMC after the Pittfest shooting, Dr. Michael Robinavitch finds med student Dennis Whitaker sheltering in an abandoned room on the hospital's eighth floor.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Ex Mormon Dennis Whitaker, folks. ft a lot of mental breakdowns. author is lowk working through trauma with this one (I am exmo)

    Title and chapter headings from We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross <3

    (His desire for human contact was embarrassingly innocent. A hand squeezing his shoulder, the nape of his neck, petting through his hair. Sometimes, laid down at night, alone, he would pet himself like that. Rub his scalp, pretend it was someone else's hands. If it was someone else, who would it be? Would they whisper sweet things to him?

    Now, he imagined it to be Dr Robby. As humiliating as that is, he can't help himself. Dr Robby gave him something to work with- he squeezes his own shoulder, pressing his thumb into that bit of skin Dr Robby had touched. Dr Robby's hands are bigger, warmer, but Dennis makes do.)

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    11 Feb 2026

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    08 Feb 2026