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“We don’t know anything about you,” Reyna says. “You’ve known we existed for, what did you say? Eight months? We learned of your existence days ago. For all we know, a strike force--”
“Trust me,” Annabeth interrupts, losing patience, “if I was planning on invading your land, we would already--”
“Boon.”
Annabeth stops on instinct. Then she registers who just spoke.
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Willow’s heart leaps. Doing her best to sound casual, she asks, “You’re connected with a new person?”
“It turns out you can’t force a soulmate bond to go away,” Buffy says sardonically. She sits back in her chair and runs one hand through her hair with a sigh. “Yeah, I’ve got two ~mystical connections~ now.” She bares her teeth in an approximation of a smile. “Yay Buffy.”
(or, Buffy's stopped wearing sleeveless tops. Willow figures out why)
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Buffy looks around. “Did you guys finally pick a movie?”
“Well--” Dawn starts, then cuts herself off. “Ugh, it’s too frustrating. Someone else explain.”
“She wanted the new X-Men movie, but the rest of us are wusses,” Xander explains.
(or, a quiet night after the last apocalypse)
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gather up the candlelight, jangle the chimes by smallblueandloud
Fandoms: Star Wars Original Trilogy
15 Oct 2025
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“No,” says Luke, slowly. “Listen, can we skip the reminder that you got the royal education while I was repairing moisture units? What’s on Naboo?”
“It’s a Core World,” says Leia. “It’s where the Emperor was born.”
The teller reads out the price of their tickets. Luke fumbles his money out of his pocket and drops some onto the counter. “Are you serious?”
“Yeah,” says Leia, with a half-laugh.
“Oh,” says Luke. “Well. I guess we know why the Force wants us to go there.”
(spoiler alert: they don't)
(in which Luke and Leia try to take a Force-guided vacation. the Force REALLY wants them to learn about a random Senator from Naboo)
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- Part 8 of by all of alderaan's ghosts
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see your shadow (i see it even with the lights off) by smallblueandloud
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
15 Sep 2025
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“Faith,” Angel says. She turns to look at him -- his throat is working. He rubs one hand over his face. “Faith-- Buffy was killed on a routine patrol.”
Faith can’t help but visualize her lying on the ground, being fed on. Someone’s teeth at her neck. Struggling and struggling until her body finally stops fighting. She says, “Oh.”
Giles is dead. Willow’s in danger. The kid -- the little sister, supposedly -- under Angel’s protection and far away from the action. Red eyes, clenched fists. 'We lost her' and not 'she’s dead'.
(or, Faith has to go slay a vampire)
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a collection of my star wars OT fics, arranged in chronological order
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a sense8 au of the west wing, set to songs from taylor swift's lover album.
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im going to walk into the ocean, never to be seen again by eunoise
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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The part of Shane that is not panicking goes soft with how…eager Ilya seems for Shane and Svetlana to meet, for Shane to like her. It’s strange, it’s new, it’s wonderful to be able to think about making plans like this. Dinner with Shane’s parents, meeting Ilya’s friends, like that’s something they can have.
So that’s why Shane beats down the urge to crank up the gas on the stove and light a match, gives Ilya a wide and normal grin, and says “Yeah, of course. I’d love to meet Svetlana.”
Ilya sighs and his eyes light up and, oh, Shane wants to love him in the light of day. Suddenly, Shane has an idea that will hopefully stop him from doing something rash that will get him on the news and/or in prison. “And you should meet Rose!”
or: shane hollander tries to get over his overwhelming urge to blow up svetlana vetrova with his mind at saturday brunch
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Bookmarked by smallblueandloud
26 Jan 2026
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Ilya tries to visit Shane in the hospital the night he's injured, and fails.
Bookmarked by smallblueandloud
18 Jan 2026
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Judges by a_good_soldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.
“Do you still read New Yorker?”
OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.
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18 Jan 2026
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Where you are wanted by GingerBaggins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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This was different. This wasn’t hockey, or a competition, or a well-honed skill. This was her chance to welcome Ilya to their family.
The five times Yuna Hollander opened her heart to Ilya, and the one time Ilya found a home within it.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Oneshots
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15 Jan 2026
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He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.
He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.
Shane is making space for Ilya.
(or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)
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15 Jan 2026