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    I'm taking key scenes from ACOSF and rewriting them the way they *could* have gone if characters communicated honestly or had a bit more emotional intelligence. Each one shot is self contained and I'm adding them as I write them, so they're not in any particular chronological order.

    Ch. 1 - Cassian doesn't like the plan to "intervene" with Nesta
    Ch. 2 - Nesta actually reads p. 236
    Ch. 3 - Feyre finds out her friends lied to her
    Ch. 4 and 5 - Nesta refuses to go hiking
    Ch. 6 - Feyre's Perspective (ACOSF, Chapter 47)
    CH. 7 - Cass and Mor discuss her "suggestion" for Nesta to go to the Court of Nightmares (ACOSF, Ch. 4)
    Ch. 8 - Nesta falls down the stairs (ACOSF, Ch. 10-11)
    Ch. 9 - Aftermath of Ch. 8 - Madja meets with the Inner Circle
    Ch. 10 - Only A Male's Shirt - ACOSF, Ch. 1
    Ch. 11 - Hiking
    Ch. 12 - Hiking Part 2 - Cass, Az, and Rhys in the mountains

    Note: All of my stories hold the Inner Circle accountable for their role in situations. If you don't like that, don't read my fics. If you don't like Nesta, move along. Thanks!

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    25 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    amazing rewrites and missing scenes that healed my soul

  2. Rec 8

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    Some post-war, pre-acosf Nessian angst/ longing— because that's what called to me, okay?

    We got hints of the strained relations during that Nessian era, but we didn't get the full visibility. This was an attempt at a glimpse into one of those interactions— where the pull is there, but the barriers are, too. Nesta doesn't quite understand everything that comes with her new existence and is still trying to find her place in it all. Cassian attempts to stay out of her way and give her space, but their draw to the other has a mind all its own.

    Nesta is also very unfamiliar with Fae norms and customs, and that only adds to the unresolved tension between the two of them.

    This is an angsty one-shot written for my wonderful and patient friend who made zero complaints about getting her Secret Santa gift in March 😅

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    24 Jan 2026

  3. Rec 1

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    Months after everything fell apart, Nesta and Cassian find themselves speaking again — cautiously, imperfectly, and with more history between them than either knows how to carry.

    As Cassian confides in Mor and Nesta faces an unannounced visit from Rhysand, wounds are reopened, old ground tread, and the bond lingers without insisting.

    Post-ACOWAR AU where Cassian and Nesta tried to date, it blew up, and inevitable they want to try again.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    “You came back for me,” Cassian said quietly, avoiding her question entirely.

    She froze. His voice was laden with disbelief as he said it.

    “That surprises you?”

    “I didn’t think you’d…” He took a breath. “I didn’t know I was worth that much to you.”
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    Or, an expansion of what happened after the events of the prison in ACOSF.

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    beautiful soft nessian fic
    set after nesta killed lanthys and she and cassian return home
    all the hurt/comfort we were missing in acosf
    both the idiots realising they need each other and accepting comfort and care

  5. Rec 9

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    A hunt for Bryaxis goes wrong, forcing Cassian, Nesta, and Azriel into a remote Illyrian safe house. The curse that follows them thrives on closeness and, as Cassian weakens, the careful boundaries between all three begin to erode. In order to survive, they must decide whether the distances that once kept them safe have really been killing them all along.

    Post-HOFAS Nessriel where forced proximity clashes with learned restraint.

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    angsty, sweet, hurt/comfort fic
    SPOILERS AHEAD AS IVE WRITTEN A RECAP

    cassian gets some weird curse on him where people cant get close to him or touch him without hurting
    az/nes/cass relationship
    aznes hurt/comfort while cass is out of it