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    Stupid. He is so goddamn fucking stupid. Running his mouth like a fucking idiot, not knowing when to leave well enough alone.

    Bad enough that he just practically talked dirty to his little brother, which, Christ – he must be more stressed than he thought if his self-control mechanisms have started malfunctioning that badly.

    But no, no, he came up with a scenario straight out of a bad slasher film, as if that is something normal people talk dirty about, as if that is something Sam would seriously enjoy. As if –

    As if Dean hadn’t hunted his own brother through the maze of the bunker, eyes black and hammer raised to strike, not even a full year ago. As if Sam hadn’t, just a few weeks back, knelt at his feet, neck bared, waiting for Dean to deal a fatal blow with a fucking scythe.

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    "'Sacrificial'? What are you sacrificing?"

    Dean's black eyes glittered in the fluorescent lights. Sam's head was pounding from blood loss, his wrist ached where the knife went in and and he was freezing, wearing just his robe in the dungeon. He sighed.

    "A quart of blood and most of my dignity."

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Dean dies on a hunt while Sam is at Stanford. Sam mourns by crisscrossing the countryside. Sam has regrets. So does Dean. After all, what is a ghost but the manifestation of regret?

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    “You can do it?” Dean breathes. “Figure out how to not need the organs? So we don’t have to do that shit?”

    Sam’s heart skips a beat. He frames Dean’s face with his hands, thumbs over his cheekbones, his eyelashes.

    “Yes,” he lies. “I can figure it out.”

    (A canon divergence fic from 3.15 Time Is On My Side, in which Sam convinces Dean to agree to use Doc Benton's formula, and also embraces his demonic powers.)

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    Sam is trapped in the bunker with a demonic Dean, bound to his brother, addicted to his blood. The only ray of hope seems to be that the way to what's left of his brother's heart is through his stomach.

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    13 Jul 2025