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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    What if Ilya and Shane never had that fight on Boxing Day? What if he never told Shane how he felt about hiding their relationship?

    an alternate(sadder) version of how that conversation in chapter 22 could have gone, set in the long game :(

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Saiki was an idiot. The instances where he would admit his stupidity are rare, barely countable with the fingers of one hand even - but this time, he could not deny the scope of his foolishness and guilt. And he could have avoided this situation in thousands of ways because he knew, he always did. But
    Saiki let their relationship grow that deep because somewhere within him, he strongly believed a ‘them’ could have existed. Aren and him could have been happy in another universe, together. Now they were both sad apart.

    OR Saiki fell in love with Aren, but refuses to love him, because how can someone like him seek for such a human pleasure ?

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Murderbot doesn't realize how beloved it is. It's going to take a lot of convincing.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    His first mistake is not picking up the phone. 

    In Jud’s defense, it’s been a long fucking day. And not one that he’s keen to recount. 

    He’s kept the damn thing turned off for most of the day. As a rule, he stays fairly available on Sundays, but—well, extenuating circumstances call for extreme reactions. Thankfully, he had kept enough of his head after Mass to force a shutdown instead of what he wanted to do, which was to hurl it against the wall and watch it shatter into a million tiny pieces. 

    Night is young, though. 

     

    Or: A Wicks truther comes after Jud in the middle of Mass. He's fine. Benoit disagrees.

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    26 Dec 2025