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    Shane watches helplessly as Ilya is sent headfirst into the boards, spine twisting, skates lifting off the ice as his body folds under the force. The sound of impact is thunderous and wrong - echoing - louder than the crowd, louder than the goal horn, louder than the pounding of his heart against his chest, as Ilya’s body finally crumples into the ice.

    Ilya had no time to brace, Shane knows he had no time to brace because Shane had no time to brace.

    And he’s not moving.

    “Ilya!”

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    Or what it means to break, and come together again.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Shane has been an Ottawa Centaur for a month and is fitting in with the team. But now he has to face the Montreal Voyageurs for the first time since leaving. At least it is a home game. What could go wrong?

    Ilya has made it clear to the Centaurs how this game is going to go. Win the game, watch Shane’s back and send Montreal home crying. But Ilya is faced with watching his worst nightmare from 2017 happen again in front of his eyes. Shane gets hit. Bad.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    His skull struck the ice with a crack that cut straight through the roar of the arena, and the world folded inward around the pain. Fuck.

    When Shane Hollander goes down from a brutal hit mid-game, Ilya Rosanov fights through teammates, opponents, and the chaos on the ice just to reach him. He stays through the ambulance ride, through the hospital lights, through every fragile breath that follows.

    They’ve spent seasons pretending the distance between them didn’t hurt.
    Tonight, that lie may finally buckle.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    the nhl posted this video of a player getting checked into the opposite teams bench....and i thought only of hollandov ofc

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    The world turned to slow-mo as Hollander careened toward Ilya. His eyes were wide, and his arms were flung out in a vain attempt to catch himself, but his shoulder hit the boards, and he almost barrel rolled.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Why are you out here alone?” Ilya asks. “Who left you here?”

    Hesitantly, Shane’s eyes cast up at the apartment building. Ilya follows his gaze, confused.

    “I’m sorry,” Shane says softly, “I went home with someone.”

    Ilya’s head snaps in his direction. “What?”

     

    -an episode 4 au where shane goes home with the bartender instead of rose, and it goes very, very poorly-

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    20 Feb 2026