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    11 Sep 2025

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    What if Harry didn’t cope with Sirius' death as he did in the books?
    What if he resorts very unhealthy means to somehow hold his life together?
    Starting in the summer after OOTP.

    This is a story of pain, depression, desperation and angst; but also of healing, recovery, friendship and finding unexpected support and hope.

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    “I need this.” Harry finally said, looking up at the man with watery eyes. “You don’t know what it’s like. It’s all crushing down on me, drowning me. I … I can’t. I …” he squeezed his eyes shut to halt the tears from falling. “I know, ok? I’m not an idiot. I know that this is not good, and not healthy, and that the Boy Who Lived should not to this. But I can’t stop it. I need this!” he pleaded with the man to understand. One person, there had to be one bloody person in this stupid castle who understood. This was the only way he could function - and he had to function because he could not let anybody else die or be harmed in any way.

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    11 Sep 2025

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    Years after Harry Potter disappeared and Voldemort won the war, minister and spy Severus Snape secretly rescues the starving and deeply injured hero, hoping to heal him despite the threat of being discovered, Harry's own violent hostility, and the strange magic Harry uses that makes everyone forget him.

    Rebel leader Hermione Granger extorts prisoner Draco Malfoy's wealth for the failing resistance, but her side's ever-increasing losses may mean that any help will come too late. Her only way to rescue her friends might be to betray the spy who helped her throughout the war.

    Resistance fighter Ron Weasley tries his best to be a hero in Harry's place, but after the end of his relationship with Hermione, the loss of so many people he loved, and his own failures, he begins to close off his heart and seek extreme ways to fix the wrongs in this terrible world.

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    07 Sep 2025

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    How did being kidnapped by the wizarding world's biggest mob end up with Harry falling in love?

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    03 Sep 2025

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    AU. Harry isn’t the Boy-Who-Lived, just a lonely orphan who goes to Hogwarts interested in learning Potions and making friends. But his Potions professor hates him, and Harry can make few friends when he has to conceal his snake familiar and his Parseltongue—and that he seems capable of bringing small animal constructs to life. Blaise Zabini is one of the few people invited into Harry’s secrets, a relationship that grows to be more and more important to both of them as the years pass.

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    03 Sep 2025

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