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    What if the Winter Soldier killed Riley?

    title from start a riot by banners !

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    On Christmas Eve, 1988, Mrs. Novak's car stalled on an intersection and was hit by a truck. Her son, Castiel, was nine years old when he woke up the next day and realised that he wasn't going to have a Christmas anymore. Luckily for him, however, Mary Winchester across the road invited him over to have Christmas with them that year - and every year after. Traditions were formed, friendships were built, and Christmas would always be a time for love, even if life sometimes happened along the way.

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    07 Dec 2024

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    Getting the girl of your dreams is expensive, especially when it's Lisa Braeden - and so Dean finds himself, plus faithful and ever-saracastic companions Jo and Victor, being packed off to volunteer at a summer camp to earn some extra cash. Of course, when Dean gets to the beach, there's still a couple hundred screaming children to contend with, as well as sand in places sand should never be, and Castiel Novak, award-winning Recluse of the Century, but those are just bumps in the road to getting the girl. The plan is absolutely foolproof.

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    09 Apr 2024

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    NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW LONG I'VE BEEN HUNTING FOR THIS FIC IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE I LAST READ IT AND I'VE BEEN HUNTING FOR IT FOR 2 WEEKS NOW, FUCK. I CAN'T BELIEVE I FINALLY FOUND IT I'M GOING TO CRY.

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    “What?” Luca asks.

    “Nothing, just…you’ve got me thinking. About Ever,” Carmen confesses. “Don’t know how much longer I can stay in Copenhagen feeding a cat that’s probably either dead or lost.”

    Luca’s never stayed on the boat, but he’s heard the stories, and a smile pulls at his lips as he shakes his head. “There is no cat, man.”

    Carmen drops his cutlery back into his plate as he looks up at him incredulously. “There’s no fucking cat, right? Unbelievable.”

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    In which Luca has dinner with his sister.

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    15 Jan 2024

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    fuck me. gorgeous gorgeous fics that healed me godbless

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    If anyone had asked Crowley about his... Arrangement with Aziraphale, he would have found it difficult to define.

    They didn't thwart each other any more than was necessary when one of them was having a performance review, they did each other favours, they enjoyed each other's company and laughed at each other's jokes. They confided their worries to each other and didn't mock each other for it more than was reasonable. Best friends, perhaps, although there was something very school-girlish about 'best friends' so probably not. He wasn't exactly weaving friendship bracelets for Aziraphale.

    No, Crowley was entirely comfortable with the Arrangement the way it was, with no soft and soppy feelings involved.

    Until those bloody buttercups.

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    05 Oct 2023

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    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hate fics that make me happy and this is one of them goddamit. new comfort fic dropped

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    22 May 2023

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    literally stayed up a whole night to finish this, i cried one too many times fuck.