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    When he boards the elevator he’s upset. By the time he leaves the elevator he’s angry, each reverberation of his feet hitting asphalt felt in the remaining bones and surgical grade titanium in his right leg, all the way up to his hip. It takes him less than sixty seconds to walk from the parking deck to the ambulance bay. Ten feet from the entrance, he sees Robby walk through the first set of doors, past Ahmad, and then through the second set of doors. His pulse roars in his ears, his heart pounding in his chest. For the first time in years, Jack Abbot feels something approximating rage, an emotion he has long assumed to be medicated out of him.

    His hands furl into fists.

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    Robby commits the critical error of making Samira cry. Jack reacts.

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    By the time smoke floods the Emergency Department and the fire alarms start going off, Jack Abbot isn’t there at all.

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    “Are we going to talk about it, then?” Hen says, her voice amused.

    Eddie turns the page of his book. “Talk about what?” he asks, his words a deliberate sort of quiet, as if he’s worried about waking Buck up. And God, if that doesn’t make the ache around Buck’s heart pulse.

    “The 6’5 giant using your lap as a pillow?”

    Okay, great. Now Buck is not only taking advantage of his best friend, but he’s doing it while eavesdropping on a conversation about him that they all think he’s too asleep to hear.

    in which buck pretends to be asleep and overhears something he shouldn't.

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    Jack blinks at Orville (Otis? Owen?). Did he just have a stroke? Did this med student just have a stroke? Someone must be having a stroke, because- “Sorry, did you say married?”

    The kid still doesn’t look up from his monitor, eyes intent on the screen as he shrugs, like they’re discussing the weather.  “Yeah. Married.”

    Jack Abbot finds out Samira Mohan is getting married.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Jack gives Samira a research article. Inside is a letter he never meant for her to read and a truth that changes everything.

    Or a two part character study on grief

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