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Yeosang grew up in a home where don’t cause trouble and don’t make people uncomfortable shaped every part of him. After years of shrinking himself to fit the world he knew in Pohang, moving to Seoul forces him to confront a truth he can no longer ignore: he’s gay.
When his best friend Wooyoung takes him to a gay club for the first time, the noise and closeness overwhelm him. He’s never needed a diagnosis to understand he experiences the world differently—he just knows he does. There he meets Hongjoong, one of Wooyoung’s friends, who moves through the space with effortless confidence and when his attention lands on him, Yeosang’s familiar anxiety gives way to a rising, unstoppable sense of certainty that once grasped, he refuses to let go.
A story about coming out, navigating neurodivergence, and discovering a world Yeosang never believed he could belong to, through the help of someone who has always lived with the freedom he longed for, and who offers him his first glimpse of true love.
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“How do you plan on dying if you’re already dead?”
is the paradoxical question Choi San finds himself asking when he meets the vampire Kang Yeosang.Choi San lives on the coastal hills of Namhae where he also works as a mental health nurse: a strong and steady mountain who quietly carries the weight of other people’s pain. One afternoon, out on a walk through the forest, he stumbles upon Kang Yeosang — a vampire determined to end his immortal life.
Where Yeosang longs for an ending, San resolves to teach him how to live again. But as the two grow closer, the fragile intimacy between them begins to reveal that their encounter was no accident, and that the threads tying them together may run deeper than either of them ever imagined.
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Set in Korea under the Joseon era, Choi San is the son of the Head of the king's Royal Guard and serves as his father's second-in-command. Over the course of San's thirty-year old life, two kings have ruled - and been murdered - so when an illegitimate son of one of their late kings suddenly turns up, San is ordered to serve as a personal guard for the prince in order to protect everyone's safety, while said prince remains under house arrest at the palace until his identity can be confirmed. San isn't too happy about the downgrade of being some kid's personal nursemaid and royal shield. What he doesn't expect is to find out the prince isn't some unruly, commoner child, but a grown man named Kang Yeosang, who's the spitting image of their late king.
Yeosang is beautiful—
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Hongjoong gets booked as part of the line-up for another punk-rock night at a local club venue. The concert is on his birthday nonetheless and the venue always pays off their artists with a bit of cash, along with a free tab, so he’s looking forward to getting absolutely plastered.
Fast forward to Hongjoong being near the end of his set, when he suddenly notices him - a stranger standing in the middle of the crowd, complete unmoving and staring directly at him with his icy blue eyes. Something about the stranger seems oddly familiar, yet Hongjoong doesn't recognise him at all.
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cat·a·lyst - /ˈkæt̬·əl·ɪst/
a condition, event, or person that is the cause of an important changeGrowing up rich isn't all it's cracked up to be. Having been accepted into one of the most prestigious universities in Seoul, Yeosang is more than ready to leave home. If you could call it that. He just begs that the distance will be enough for him to start anew and finally leave his traumatic childhood behind.
One fateful day, Yeosang meets Choi San, a senior year student who only has three passions in life: literature, rope bondage and avoiding people. A whole new world unfolds for Yeosang through the power of submission, as he's slowly taught how to take back control:
Control of his life, his desires and his future.
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A series in which we meet Yeosang, Wooyoung, San, Seonghwa and Hongjoong, set in a college/university AU.
This is a story about heartaches and desire, about how several relationships evolve into one polyamorous polycule and five people all fall in love with one another
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As the eldest, Seonghwa couldn't protest his parents' demands any longer without giving them a strong reason as to why he should be allowed to hold onto his bachelor status for good, seeing as he was already in his late twenties and had shown no interest in pursuing women.
If only he could confess that he had known from a young age that the clacking of a pair of dress shoes managed to turn his head faster than the delicate sound of T-strap heels....
or an Arranged Marriage AU with a fortunate twist, queer history and finding freedom within the closet during the 1930s.
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16 Mar 2026
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Kim Hongjoong is an alpha born into power. By day, he leads the family luxury real estate business and by night, he plays the part of the heir to the biggest Busan crime syndicate. When he barely escapes an assassination attempt, his parents present the perfect solution: hire a professional bodyguard.
Park Seonghwa is, above all, a professional. Raised to survive in a world that underestimates omegas, trained to be the perfect weapon, he keeps his scent and emotions in check, and focuses on the job—which proves difficult when Hongjoong is determined to get rid of him.
What begins as hatred quickly turns to desire, then shifts into something neither expected: intimacy.
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10 Mar 2026
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They’re in rehearsal before their last two concerts in Kobe when it happens. It’s just one bad landing, his foot slipping where the stage is dented slightly in one place. No one else notices at first, but Seonghwa feels more than hears the sickening pop in his knee.
The pain that erupts through his body makes dark spots appear, dancing, in his field of vision. He looks around, but no one is there to catch him, so he stays upright, tears springing to his eyes.
Seonghwa and the difficult art of letting yourself be taken care of.
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10 Mar 2026
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It wasn't new to Seonghwa that he was into piss.
"You can do it on me if you want.", he whispered, his throat raw.
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Getting a divorce and coming out later in life, Seonghwa had never imagined himself kneeling on a dirty club bathrooom floor. Good thing he was exactly what Wooyoung was looking for.Bookmarked by xallri
01 Feb 2026
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Wooyoung temporarily moves to a small beach town for family matters, what he doesn't expect is falling for the local sweetheart, San.
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“It’s okay. I’ve got a stable job now.”
“And no date?” San asks in a neutral tone, and Wooyoung tries not hoping.
“And no date.”
“A shame.” San concludes, not looking at him, disappearing to keep a child from stumbling, leaving Wooyoung’s heart hammering in his chest. He cannot say things like that and expect Wooyoung to be fine afterwards.
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28 Nov 2025