xymarum
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Namgyu was waiting for last train to his home. Or was he?
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namgyu is in psych-ward as he deals with schizophrenia, he meets "thanos" who is ex-rapper who deals with drugs addiction and paranoia.
inspired by someone's tiktok, daily dose of sunlight
!!!disclaimer: i do not study psychology so im sorry for any mistakes with this topic!! i tried to educate myself on these disorders, but i still might have made mistakes:/
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namgyu and subong were best friends for over 17 years now, they were inseparable. WERE.
what happend you ask? over the time they just drove apart even though they're living together. they just say fast hi to each other and that's all. they just simply don't have time. namgyu is busy working in bar and subong is busy working on his music to become a rapper, legend he says.
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basically they're dumb and cold
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I think I've fallen in love (this time I think it's for real) by gyrossteelballs420, pussyinmycock420
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
16 Aug 2025
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Rizzing up girls had never been a problem for Thanos. But when he realized he has feelings for his best friend, he learned that making a move on someone you truly care about is a real struggle.
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16 Aug 2025
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“Hyung, you motherfucker,” Namgyu growls as he turns the doorknob, “How fucking dare you—”
“Dude, I’m busy.”
Indeed, he is. Subong’s sitting up on his knees on his bed, currently balls deep in a fleshlight.
Namgyu flings his hands up to cover his face. It’s too late, though. Subong’s camera is propped up by the foot of the bed. The door is fully visible on his computer monitor. Namgyu’s face is fully visible.
Namgyu’s roommate Subong is the second most popular streamer on BangHub. When Namgyu accidentally walks in during one of Subong’s streams, he inadvertently becomes the prime target of Subong’s fans’ gooning material.
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11 Aug 2025
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Seunghyun pretends to be Jiyong’s boyfriend. At least, he thinks he’s pretending.
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31 Jul 2025
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Namgyu’s blubbering like an absolute baby. He can’t help it. Grave of the Fireflies is just so fucking sad. He’s also really high right now, and he made a vow five days ago not to hide his emotions in front of Subong, so he lets the tears fall. It’s not like Subong isn’t crying too.
“Fuck,” Subong sniffles, pulling Namgyu closer into his arms as the credits roll. “That was so fucking sad. Fuck.”
Namgyu wipes a hand under his nose and nuzzles his head against Subong’s chest. “Yeah. It really fucking was. Jesus.”
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a calendar of first times in the shared lives of Namgyu and Subong
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- Part 2 of Adidas Slides and Basketball Shorts
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12 Jul 2025
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windless nights, moonlight melts by bittersweet_serendipity
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
11 Jul 2025
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Nam-gyu resists the urge to tell him to hurry up. The cold is unrelenting, the type that makes him want to crawl out of his own skin. The lack of clothes certainly doesn’t help with that, and while Nam-gyu can still hear the way Thanos shuffles around, there’s a primal fear within him that he’ll be left behind, tied up and defenseless.
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[The games end. The odd sense of partnership that’s unfolded between Thanos and Nam-gyu does not.]
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12 Jul 2025