Hello, here I am again. Mandatory excuse mistakes, though the first chapter isn't actually the first chapter. It's just the table of contents (which, let me tell you, it's a mess to format in here when you do it automatically with the word feature), because the whole story is already written. I'll edit it as I go, so let's see how many words this thing ends up with.
This is another personal one where I kind of dumped a lot of feelings. Since we live in that kind of world where you have to explain everything, I'll let you know that I don't have any physical disabilities aside from scoliosis. However, I have been living with disabled people my entire life. And I had the pleasure of meeting people in rehab centres focused on sports, which is something I'm passionate about. I also saw the people in the aftermath of life-changing injuries or accidents. It wasn't nice. But it affected my perception of disability greatly and, I like to think, for the better.
There are canon and non-canon disabilities here because I wanted the characters here and I wanted the veterans here. And I wrote about things I knew about because I saw them and listened. Levi's story is based on a real story, only the location is different. And since this is a modern AU, I imagined that the wounds on his face would get proper treatment and while his eyesight would be affected, maybe he'd keep some of it. And I live with CPTSD, so I know what I'm talking about on that one. And I've set the story in Bristol, UK, the city of my heart because I miss it and it made it easier to connect with stuff. And hey! For once, a story with a location!
Also, all the Ackermans are alive and thriving. I gave Mikasa's parents names, too. Just regular names. They're just regular names. And the Ackermans are a Jewish family whose customs have faded through the years. Right another tag I forgot, welp. My memory sucks. Generational trauma. Yeah. Another one I'm savvy on. I've seen many people headcanon the Ackermans as Jewish, so I hopped in on that for that one but didn't elaborate both because I felt like it made some sense, and also because I don't know much about the religion aside from the history of violence and the food.
I'm nervous about this story, really. I tried to tag everything (I'll tag the filth at the end when I post that chapter), and I know this is an accurate depiction of what it looks like. I planned for this to be a light-hearted short story but then chapter 139 happened and the ableism on Twitter dot hell really angered me, so it was no longer that light-hearted. The only things that are light-hearted, are the family moments, the friendships, and the way eruri fall in love.
These notes are long but I have this issue where I overexplain things and why I do them. I'll add more notes to the first chapter, which I'll post in a bit.