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The air outside the event hall was electric—the kind of static that clung to skin and hair and wouldn’t shake loose no matter how still you stood. Fans pressed against barricades that stretched half a city block, their banners and signs snapping in the evening breeze, chants colliding in waves that shook the street.
“Rumi! Rumi!” Fans screamed. The syllables rang out sharp and unified, a practiced cheer from a fanbase who had shown up at dawn just to see her walk in.
The cameras loved it.
Rumi stepped from the sleek black car, sequins glinting under the lights as she smoothed the fabric of her dress with one hand. A hundred shutters clicked at once, freezing her smile and wave forever into endless photos. She didn’t stumble, didn’t blink too long—she had trained for this kind of stage as much as any performance.
And then the noise doubled.
She didn’t have to turn her head to know who had just arrived. The screams had a different pitch now, higher, wilder.
Mira was here.
Rumi’s mask didn’t slip. She kept walking, each step measured and graceful as the cameras caught every angle. But her pulse betrayed her, a steady thrum against her ribs as if her body knew what her mind wasn’t allowed to admit.
They met halfway down the carpet. Just close enough for the fans to shriek louder, just close enough for the photographers to catch their overlapping paths in frame.
Mira walked like confidence incarnate, like the ground existed only because she allowed it to. Her dress was cut daring and sleek, her hair loose around her shoulders. Her smile held a flicker of danger designed to set the internet ablaze.
Rumi’s gaze slid past her without pause. Not a moment of eye contact. No nod. A perfect wall of indifference.
Mira did the same.
The crowd erupted at the ‘icy standoff.’ Rumi knew the bloggers were already typing headlines. ‘Cold Queens Cross Paths Without a Word!’ And ‘Simmering Rivalry Reaches A Red Carpet Boil.’
Exactly the image the world wanted, and exactly what she gave them.
Inside the venue, the games continued. The producers had seated them cruelly, with Rumi only two rows ahead of Mira. Just far enough for the cameras to catch both their reactions, but also just close enough for the tension to build. When Mira laughed at something, the broadcast cut to Rumi’s expression. When Rumi shifted in her chair, Mira’s profile lingered on the big screen, daring the world to read into it.
But Rumi just clapped politely when names were announced. Her smile never wavered, her posture never slouched. A perfect performance, as expected.
But her chest tightened when the lights dimmed and the host’s voice rang out.
“Performing her latest chart-topping single… Mira.”
The crowd roared. The stage exploded with color and sound, bass vibrating through the floor. Mira took the stage like she owned it, every line of her body sharp and every turn maddeningly fluid, her voice slicing through the air with effortless clarity. The cameras zoomed in to catch the smirk tugging at her lips as she hit the chorus, hair whipping under the lights.
In what Rumi honestly thought was a distasteful move, one of the screens cut to her own face for a reaction. She schooled her expression, refusing to give any bit of certain emotion to ruin the performance.
The world saw a rivalry. Every one of their movements a challenge. Every lyric a weapon against the other.
But Rumi? She knew better.
Her heart betrayed her, skipping too fast when Mira spun into the spotlight. The taller woman’s gaze slid past the cameras then. It met her own in the crowd, and when Mira's grin curved—not wild, but soft and quick, almost imperceptible—Rumi felt her throat go dry.
Because she knew that smile.
That smile wasn’t for the thousands screaming in the performance hall. It wasn’t for the headlines, or the fans, or the cameras desperate to capture the next viral still.
It was for her.
Her chest tightened, breath catching like it always did in these moments. The rest of the world saw her biggest rival.
But Rumi saw the woman who made her goodnight-blend tea at two in the morning when she couldn’t sleep. The one who texted her dumb memes just to make her laugh when she got nervous before an interview. The person she loved in a way she couldn’t admit aloud, not here.
So she watched Mira’s final bow carefully while her heart screamed out what her lips couldn’t. Rumi’s hands came together in perfectly timed applause at the end. Just enough to be polite, but not enough to betray her personal burst of adoration. The cameras would show nothing but respect for a fellow artist. But inside, her pulse rattled so hard she swore Mira could hear it from the stage.
The stage lights had barely cooled from Mira’s set when Rumi’s thoughts slipped backward, unbidden, to the beginning. Back when they weren’t idols, yet. Just rookies clawing their way into relevance.
Rumi had debuted first—polished and poised, branded as the next elegant face of her management company’s empire. Interviews always called her ‘refined’ or ‘graceful,’ as if she’d been born wearing the fancy outfits they dressed her in. Really, she’d been a terrified kid. Barely nineteen, thrown into the industry her mother had dominated not even two full decades prior.
Mira came only a couple months later. She’d been introduced under different company, with a different image—fierce, untamed, every stage dripping with fire. Where Rumi was pristine satin, Mira was striking leather. Where Rumi gave poised smiles to the cameras, Mira threw out wicked grins towards packed crowds.
It was perfect for the media. The two ‘futures of K-pop,’ destined to clash. Side-by-side fancams dissected every move. Clips of their stages ran on endless split social media screens, arrows and captions highlighting who smiled bigger, who bowed lower, and who danced sharper. Polls pitted them against each other before they’d ever even exchanged a formal introduction—Who owned the stage tonight? Whose visuals won the red carpet?—reducing years of training into nothing more than a popularity contest. Hashtags like #TeamRumi and #TeamMira trended weekly, sometimes even daily.
Their companies didn’t fight it. If anything, they fed it. A rivalry was good for publicity. It kept fans invested. And Rumi, still too new to this all to know how to bend the narrative in her own way, had swallowed the script whole.
She’d learned to look past Mira on red carpets, to keep her distance at award shows, to make sure every interview answer was civil but not quite friendly. She let the rivalry breathe, because their companies swore it was good for both of them. And Mira did the same. For a while, it was easy. They didn’t even know each other. They weren’t supposed to.
Until that night in the rehearsal studio that most companies rented out for their artists.
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It was late, nearly midnight, and the building had emptied hours ago. Rumi had pushed herself harder than usual today, chasing perfection until her reflection in the mirrored walls blurred. She twisted and glided across the scuffed floor—each move sharper than the last, like she could out-dance the fatigue clawing at her body. The speakers blasted tinny echoes into the cavernous room, the kind of hollow sound that only made her feel more alone.
When the final note rang out, silence crashed in heavy and absolute. Rumi staggered to a stop, chest heaving as sweat slicked loose strands of purple hair against her cheek. Her hoodie clung uncomfortably, damp and sticky, every breath scraping raw against her ribs. For a moment she just stood there, swaying slightly and watching her reflection blink back at her with glassy eyes that looked more tired than she wanted to admit.
She bent to grab her bag, her fingers clumsy, only to find the water bottle inside had been drained hours ago. She turned it upside down anyway, a pathetic hope that maybe there was one last drop she’d missed. Nothing. Just the hollow thud of plastic hitting the floor as she dropped it in frustration, mocking her thirst.
Her throat burned, dry as paper. She pressed her lips together, swallowing against the ache, and told herself it wasn’t a big deal. She could wait until she got home. But her body sagged against the wall, too heavy and spent, and for once the thought of leaving felt impossible.
“You’ll pass out like that.”
Rumi’s head whipped up at the voice, pulse stuttering.
Mira.
She leaned against the doorway—hair tied back in a lopsided knot, a half-empty water bottle dangling carelessly from her fingers. Her hair had grown longer since her debut stages, but that only made the full pink look sharper, more untouchable. Even in the harsh fluorescent lighting, Mira just radiated that impossible, magnetic energy. Like the room bent around her without her even trying.
Rumi straightened too fast, ignoring the protest in her muscles, forcing her breath into something even and quiet. The smooth, unreadable expression slipped over her face once again.
“I’m fine.”
“Sure you are.” Mira said dryly, a single brow arched in disbelief. She didn’t waste another word, just crossed the floor with her usual grounded stride and pressed the cold plastic into Rumi’s hand before she could protest. “Now drink before you collapse and give Dispatch the scandal they’re dying to publish.”
The chill of Mira’s water bottle seeped into Rumi’s palm, grounding her more than she wanted to admit. She should have brushed it off. Should have handed it back and tossed a polite ‘no, thank-you’ over her shoulder and made for the exit. That was the script, after all. Rivalry meant distance. Rivalry meant silence. Rivalry meant don’t you dare let them see how they affect you.
But her throat really was parched, and Mira’s eyes—dark, steady, and impossible to look away from—left no room for refusal. So she lifted the bottle, drank deep, and hated the way it felt like giving in.
And Mira, for whatever reason, stayed perfectly still to watch.
The next practice slot was hers—for some ungodly reason, the girl apparently thrived on rehearsing in the small hours of the morning—but she didn’t move to set up. Instead, Rumi found herself sinking into the plush couch in the corner of the room as Mira dropped onto the opposite side with a sigh, stretching out like she’d been planning to linger all along.
The city hummed just beyond the tinted windows. It was the kind of backdrop that made the moment feel strangely suspended. Two rivals sharing the same quiet space, bound by nothing but exhaustion, stubbornness, and the thin thread of curiosity neither would acknowledge out loud.
What started as small talk—shared gripes about overbearing managers, endless rehearsals, impossible diets—slid into something looser. Stories. Jokes. Dreams they hadn’t admitted aloud to anyone else.
“I don’t care if it’s five years from now or ten, or twenty.” Mira said, fiddling with a loose thread in her sweatpants. “They let me get away with a couple songs here and there now, but one day I want to choreograph my own routine for a full set—top to bottom. No one else’s fingerprints on it. All my work.” Rumi found herself smiling softly in response.
“You’ll get there. You’re too stubborn not to.” And for whatever reason, she meant it in a good way.
“And you?” Mira tilted her head, genuinely curious. “What do you want to get out of this someday? You know, besides the fame and money and all the crazy stalker fans.”
Rumi laughed a bit at the quip before she hesitated.
“I want to… Sing something that’s mine. Not polished for the brand. Not elegant because my PR team tells me that’s what sells. Something real.”
Mira’s lips quirked, something unreadable flickering in her gaze.
“Sounds like you’ve got more fire in you than they let on.” She said after a moment, leaning forward with a hand on her chin. Rumi looked away, heat creeping into her cheeks, before she changed the subject.
“You know, one time they put me in this tulle monstrosity for a magazine shoot.” She said, resting her head back against the cushions. “I looked like a haunted curtain. I swear the photographer was about three seconds away from calling in an exorcist.”
Mira choked on her sip of the water they now shared, nearly spilling it. She burst into laughter—real, unguarded laughter. Her head tipped back while one hand pressed to her chest as the giggles bubbled out of her at the mental image.
The sound of it burrowed straight under Rumi’s skin, warm and disarming. She found herself smiling, caught somewhere between startled and enchanted.
That was the moment she knew.
Rumi had gone into this whole thing expecting a rival—an enemy, the living embodiment of every headline that told the world they couldn’t coexist. Instead, she’d found Mira.
And Rumi had been smitten ever since.
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The back hallway thrummed with activity—staff weaving past, the distant flashes of cameras at the far end as idols filtered toward the main stage. Mira was still catching her breath, her ears ringing faintly from the cheers as she pulled out her IEMs. She spotted her target instantly.
Rumi, gliding down the corridor like the red carpet had simply followed her backstage. Reserved and composed. That was her brand, wasn’t it?
But Mira knew better.
She brushed past her, bare elbow nudging against the silk of the purple-haired woman’s dress.
“You’re gonna lose tonight, love.” She murmured teasingly, lips barely moving. They both knew it was bullshit. Rumi’s eyes flicked sideways, sharp as glass but not cold. Never cold to her.
“You wish.” Rumi whispered back, the ghost of a smile tugging at the corner of her lips.
Mira swallowed her grin, walking on like nothing had happened. She didn’t miss the way Rumi’s hand tightened ever so slightly around the clutch in her grip.
Her girlfriend was reserved, yes. But unbothered? Hardly.
Mira’s own dressing room felt a bit anticlimactic after the rush of the stage lights—too quiet as the buzz of performance wore off. She stood before the mirror, tugging the mic pack from the back of her corset, peeling sequined sleeves from her shoulders. Her stylist fussed with hangers in the corner, a murmur of ‘You’ve got twenty minutes until press interviews’ drifting past.
Mira tugged on her gown for the actual ceremony, smoothing the deep black velvet over her hips. She checked her reflection—makeup still sharp, hair only slightly mussed. To the world, she looked every bit the untouchable idol. To herself, she looked restless. Starving.
Twenty minutes was plenty of time.
She slipped out unnoticed, the hallway buzzing too loud for anyone to question her. The techs were all prepping for Rumi’s performance, which would occur just after the next round of winner announcements. She waited a moment for the various interns and stagehands to clear out, then eased Rumi’s dressing room door open across the hall.
Inside, the purple-haired woman was halfway out of her award-show gown, fingers struggling with a zipper she couldn’t quite reach. Mira smirked, eyeing up the stage costume hanging on a rack beside her. She hesitated only for a moment before she crossed the distance silently, wrapping her arms around the shorter woman's waist before she could react.
Rumi startled, freezing up tensely before she caught Mira’s gaze in the mirror.
“Mira—”
“Relax. I’m just helping.” Mira drawled as she pressed her lips to Rumi’s bare shoulder, her smirk curving against the skin. She slid the zipper down with a deliberate slowness, her knuckles grazing the line of Rumi’s spine and savoring the shiver that ran upwards. “See? Very useful.”
“You’re insatiable.” Rumi muttered, but the bite in her voice dulled as her hand reached up and back to find Mira’s hair, fingers combing through the baby strands at the base of her skull.
“I think you mean irresistible.” Mira spoke into her neck, emboldened as she bit down lightly. She couldn't leave a mark, not here. She let her hand tighten slightly against the small of Rumi’s back, palm flat against the warm skin where silk had fallen away.
Rumi’s inhale was sharp and controlled—but her body leaned almost imperceptibly into Mira’s touch. She turned around then, a faint tremor in her throat as she pulled Mira down to kiss her properly. The press of her lips was electric, sending a spark through the pink-haired woman’s stomach. Rumi never failed to make her feel like the world was dropping out beneath them.
Then, she was pulling away.
“Not here, baby.” Rumi whispered, even as her hand slipped down to Mira’s shoulder, thumb brushing longingly at the edge of her collarbone. “We can’t be seen together, you know that.”
“No one’s seeing us now.” Mira countered softly, lips ghosting over her jaw. She didn’t press for a kiss yet—just let the tension stretch, hovering close enough that she felt it when Rumi’s lashes fluttered.
“Later.” Rumi’s voice dropped lower, a warning wrapped in a promise. “I’m all yours, do what you wish, later. If you behave until we’re home.”
Mira grinned, savoring how the words lit up her stomach like gasoline on fire. She tilted her head, moving to bush a kiss over the edge of Rumi’s temple before she could turn away.
“Deal.”
For one long, dangerous moment, they just breathed the same air. Mira’s hand splayed on her back as Rumi’s fingers played with the ends of her hair. Mira could feel the shorter woman’s steady pulse under the press of their chests, too fast to be calm, and it thrilled her.
“Go. Before someone notices.” Rumi exhaled, smoothing her expression like a veil sliding back into place.
Mira relented, but not before stealing one more kiss, light but sure, pressed right into the fullness of Rumi’s lips.
“Good luck out there, Ru.”
Then, she slipped out into the hallway with the ghost of Rumi’s touch still hot in her hair and all over her skin. It always stayed with her for hours after any kind of contact.
Hell, she could still feel the press of her lips from the very first time.
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The roar of the crowd rang in Mira’s ears. Not for her, though. For Rumi.
Her rival. Her shadow. Her foil.
That was the story, at least.
Mira smiled for the cameras like she was supposed to, clapped politely when Rumi’s name was called and the award was raised. She held her clutch like it wasn’t threatening to crack under her grip. Stood there as if she hadn’t just been gutted by the sheer decibels of the audience screaming Rumi’s name—by the fact that she couldn’t join in with them.
She was used to it now, wasn’t she? Months of this game, the endless‘who’s better’ campaigns, fancam breakdowns, snide headlines that picked apart every outfit and every note. She should have been numb to it.
But she wasn’t. She felt restless.
Because somewhere in the middle of all the posturing, the crush had crept in.
She noticed it first in the rehearsal studio, those odd late nights when they’d cross paths switching rooms. Rumi always bowed politely, even though her hair was plastered to her face, even though her voice was ragged from hours of practice. There was something so graceful about her—even at her most exhausted state. Mira couldn’t help but look a little too long, couldn’t stop herself from filing away tiny details. The curve of her smile when she thought no one was watching. The way she fidgeted with her hands in her lap whenever Mira asked a genuine question. The tiny, soft giggle she let slip out once when Mira tripped over a cord while setting up.
That little noise had been haunting her for months.
And now, standing on stage while the crowd screamed Rumi’s name, Mira felt something inside her snap. She couldn’t keep swallowing it down anymore.
So when the show ended, when idols spilled offstage in a glittering swarm of gowns and suits and camera flashes, Mira caught Rumi’s wrist before she could vanish through the private exit.
“Come with me.”
She didn’t wait for an answer, just tugged her through a side door and into the nearest empty space. A storage closet—cramped, dusty, and faintly smelling of carpet cleaner. The door clicked shut behind them, cutting off the noise.
Rumi blinked at her in the low light, wide-eyed but not alarmed.
“Mira? What the—”
“I can’t keep doing this.” Mira braced her hands against the wall beside Rumi’s shoulders, breath ragged.
“Doing what?” Rumi tilted her head, calm and composed but with something else simmering just below the surface. The pink-haired woman would give anything just to see that mask slip fully.
“This.” Mira’s right hand cut through the air, helpless as she gestured wildly. “This act. Pretending I hate you. Pretending we hate each other. God, I stand there and I’m supposed to look like I’m plotting your downfall when really—” She bit the words off, teeth clenching. Too much. Too fast. Too impulsive, again. Why the hell had she even done this?
But then Rumi spoke, her voice steady.
“I hate it too.”
“You… What?” Mira blinked at her.
“The rivalry. The headlines. It’s exhausting.” She paused for a moment. Then her expression grew softer. “I honestly admire you, Mira. Your artistry. The way you own the stage. You make it look effortless.”
Something in Mira unraveled. She had imagined this so many times over in her head. But hearing it for real—she almost couldn’t stand it.
“Rumi…” Her voice cracked. She leaned closer, close enough to see the soft look in Rumi's deep brown eyes, the faint flush blooming at her ears even as she held herself with that infuriating composure. Mira’s hand hovered, trembling. The tension in her chest snapped.
She kissed her.
It wasn’t graceful. Their teeth clicked, her nose bumped suddenly against Rumi’s cheek, and the shorter woman's knees jerked in an awkward movement at the shock. But it was hungry, all the months of stolen glances and bitten tongues and late-night longing poured into one reckless rush.
Rumi gasped against her lips, shocked, but Mira didn’t pull back. Her hand slid to Rumi’s jaw, thumb tracing the line of her cheek as she pressed in harder. And then—a miracle of miracles—Rumi kissed back.
Slowly at first, cautiously, but then something deeper set in. Mira felt it in the way Rumi’s fingers curled against her hips—how her body tilted forward and upwards, meeting her at full force. It was like the air shifted, like the whole damn world had been waiting for this moment.
When they finally pulled apart, both breathless, the tiny closet somehow felt even tinier. Mira’s forehead rested against Rumi’s, her pulse hammering.
“I’m sorry.” She said, her voice shaking with held-in giddy laughter. “That… Probably wasn’t smart to do.”
“No. But it wasn’t wrong either.” Rumi said as she brushed Mira’s lips with her fingertips, as if trying to memorize them. Mira’s heart flipped at the ticklish sensation, eyes wide and face flushed.
“I don’t want to pretend anymore.” She blurted out, her grip tightening subconsciously around the shorter woman. “Not with you.”
“We don’t have a choice, Mira.” Rumi said softly. She glanced toward the door. Towards the muffled chaos of the award show just beyond. “Our teams would lose their minds. The press would eat us alive. Fans…” She trailed off.
“I don’t care what the world thinks.” Mira said, sharper than she meant. “I just want you.”
Rumi’s eyes softened at that. She reached down, entwining their fingers here in this closet, where no one could see. Her touch was tentative but sure, as the redness in her cheeks turned a much deeper shade.
“Let them think what they want.” She breathed, smoothing her thumb along the ridges of Mira’s knuckles. “We’ll do what we have to.”
“And when it’s just us?” Mira squeezed her hand.
“When it’s just us, it doesn’t matter what they think.” A small smile tugged at Rumi’s lips as she spoke, private and devastating. Mira’s grin was crooked, breathless.
“So it’s us against the world, then?”
“Always.” Rumi whispered, and pushed up on her toes to kiss her again. This time slower and more deliberate.
And Mira knew there was no going back.
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Mira woke to the feeling of home. The soft press of bare skin against her own, as the AC unit hummed from the corner. The faint tickle of hair brushing her collarbone. The way those arms squeezed her a little tighter in sleep. The steady rise and fall of Rumi’s breathing where the other woman lay curled into her chest.
For a long moment, Mira just lay there unmoving, letting the world feel so distant. The curtains were drawn tight, the room dim except for a strip of streetlight cutting through the blinds. In that half-light, all she could see was the curve of Rumi’s shoulder, pale against her own arm, and the way her lashes fanned across her cheek in sleep.
God. Mira’s heart squeezed so hard it hurt.
Twenty months. More than a year of this. Of getting into their apartment building through separate entrances. Of walking red carpets like strangers, only to tumble into bed hours later like this, tangled and breathless, honest in every way they couldn’t afford to be in public.
Mira had never been good at hiding her emotions. Rumi was the polished one. The one who could paste on a serene smile even with the world clawing at her throat. She’d practically been raised in the idol industry, after all. Mira, on the other hand, was a fire waiting to start. Her temper burned too bright, her affection spilled over too easily, and her love—this love—wanted to scream itself hoarse from her lungs.
She bent and pressed her nose into Rumi’s hair, breathing her in. For now, in the cocoon of this bed, she didn’t have to hide.
But the world was waiting. And the world was cruel.
The rest of the morning was proof enough.
Tabloids were already frothing at the mouth with headlines dissecting every moment from last night. They preyed on every non-smile and stolen glance.
‘Rumi Snubs Mira on Carpet!’
‘The Rivalry That Just Won’t Quit.’
Even grainy screenshots of the broadcast were labeled as 'ice glares,' as if a fraction of a second told the whole story. Fans took the bait. Hashtags trended. Comment sections filled with bias wars—strangers tearing at both of them like wolves.
That wasn’t new. Mira hated it, but she’d learned to grit her teeth and scroll past.
What broke her came later in the week.
She’d been half-asleep after they’d finished their nightly K-drama binge, doomscrolling on the couch, when the headline hit her like a knife to the chest.
‘RuJinu? Rumi's Coffee Date With Rookie Idol Sparks Dating Rumors…”
The photos were everywhere, she couldn’t avoid seeing them. Wherever she clicked there they were—Rumi slipping into a café with her hood up, Jinu holding the door for her with a soft smile. Another shot of them leaving, framed too perfectly around his hand on her girlfriend’s shoulder. The captions speculated wildly. The comments ate it up.
Her stomach flipped. No. She knew it was bullshit—knew Rumi would do that to her. And yet the bile rose all the same, ugly and hot in her throat.
By the time Rumi padded out from her shower, Mira had moved to sit rigidly on the edge of their bed, phone clutched white-knuckled in her hand.
“You’re trending.” Mira bit out before she could stop herself. If Rumi noticed the flatness of her tone, she didn’t react to it.
She just laughed bashfully, water droplets dripping down her neck as she adjusted the fluffy purple robe around her shoulders
“Again?”
“This.” Mira shoved the screen toward her, jaw tight. “Coffee with Jinu? Really, Ryu?”
Something flickered in Rumi’s eyes—guilt, Mira realized with a fresh stab of hurt.
“Mir…” Rumi sighed as she sat down beside her, voice careful. “Baby, it’s just PR.”
“PR?” Mira’s laugh was sharp and bitter. “So what, they just… Send my girl off on a date with some random guy and I’m just supposed to find out through Dispatch?”
“It wasn’t a date.” Rumi’s voice was firm now, grounding her. “It was a business meeting over coffee. We were discussing doing a collab on a song soon.” She pressed a small, placating kiss to the corner of Mira’s mouth. “My team snapped a few pictures for the press. They didn’t even ask if I wanted to have them taken. Suddenly, his arm was just around me.” She sighed, her thumb stroking absent circles against Mira’s skin. “I didn’t think anything of it at the time, but I should’ve told you. I’m sorry.”
Mira shut her eyes as she huffed out a breath, her chest tight.
“I don’t care about him. I know you’d never—god, Rumi, I know that. But seeing it portrayed like you’re his…” Her voice cracked, unable to bring herself to say the title. All of the fire had drained out of her at the thought. “It felt like I was being erased. When, to them, I was really never even in the picture.”
Silence hung heavy. Then Rumi’s arms slipped around her, pulling her in until Mira’s forehead rested against her shoulder.
“You could never be erased.” Rumi murmured into her hair, kissing the strands softly. “You’re the only one who matters. How they portray us in the public eye is ugly and hard and unfair, but when it’s just us? You and me?” She said with a slight lilt at the end, pulling back to tilt Mira’s chin up. Their eyes met, and the pink-haired woman could faintly see her girlfriend’s brown irises misting over. “That’s real. I love you. Everything else is just background noise.”
Mira clung to her, knuckles digging into the fabric of her robe. She wanted to believe it. Needed to.
“Later.” Rumi whispered, thumb stroking her skin. Her smile was soft, private—the one meant for Mira alone. “Later, when the world isn’t watching—we’ll write our own story. Until then… We endure.”
Mira exhaled shakily, letting the words steady her. She kissed her, slow and aching. Because enduring was all they had.
And Rumi was worth it.
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The festival was a trap and everyone knew it.
The organizers had been smug about it, too—slotting Mira’s set directly before hers, plastering their names side by side on the program as if the tension between them was a headlining feature. Every interviewer Rumi faced beforehand asked the same variation of questions.
“How do you feel about Mira getting the spot ahead of you?”
“You’re following Mira’s act. Nervous? Excited? Threatened?”
She smiled at each one, smoothing her shorts down against her thighs. Every time, she forced out something measured and just polite enough.
“Not worried at all.”
“Competition is healthy.”
“I’m just focused on connecting with the audience, not distracting myself with other artists.”
She never once said the truth. Yes, I’m excited. Yes, I can’t wait to watch her move, to hear her voice cut through the crowd like lightning. Can’t wait to go home with her after.
By the time Mira’s set began, Rumi was standing in the wings, half-distracted from her own nerves by the sight in front of her. Mira’s energy was magnetic—hair damp with sweat, eyeliner smudged, her voice raw and alive. The crowd screamed for her, and Rumi’s heart thudded in time with the beat. Her stomach tightened every time Mira tossed her head or rolled her hips.
She forced herself to look away. To focus on the fit of her IEMs or on her team’s last minute reminders. Still, she couldn’t unhear Mira’s voice in the air. Couldn’t stop imagining that voice in her ear later—lower, whispering things she’d never repeat in the light of day.
Her own set blurred by in a rush of lights and cheers, adrenaline pulling her through the performance. And when she stepped offstage, breathless and buzzing as she headed for her dressing room, she nearly jumped at the sight of Mira leaning casually against the cinderblock wall of the back hallway.
The roadies and stage managers had peeled off in the other direction, leaving the narrow corridor blessedly empty. Mira pushed off the wall, eyes gleaming, and before Rumi could even speak she was being grabbed—her back pressed hard against the concrete, Mira’s mouth crushing against hers.
Rumi gasped, hands flying to Mira’s shoulders in a half-hearted shove that quickly turned into desperate clutching.
“Mira, what are you—“ She whispered, but was quickly cut off with another kiss.
“You looked so fucking hot out there.” Mira murmured against her lips, before kissing her again, deeper this time. Her hand slid to Rumi’s waist, pinning her in place, thumb stroking just beneath the hem of her top.
Rumi’s head spun. She knew this was dangerous, knew anyone could walk down this hall—but the taller woman tasted like heat and love and victory, and god help her, she wanted more. The kiss turned messy. It was open-mouthed and desperate, Mira’s canines catching her bottom lip.
For a breathless moment it wasn’t enough. Never enough. Rumi’s body screamed to drag her home and strip her down. To lose herself in Mira’s tongue and teeth and the feel of her hands on Rumi’s skin until nothing else mattered.
Then, reality slammed back in.
The sound of a far-off shout—a stagehand calling orders. A cruel reminder of exactly where they were. Rumi broke the kiss with a gasp, pushing reluctantly at Mira’s chest.
“God, you’re impossible.” She hissed, trying to smooth her braid back so it looked somewhat presentable. “Can’t you wait until later?”
“Not when you look like that.” Mira only smirked, unrepentant. Her eyes were still blazing, as those fingers skated up her sides teasingly. Rumi rolled her eyes, but her pulse betrayed her, thundering in her ears.
“You’re going to get us fired.” She muttered, though she couldn’t quite smother the ghost of a smile.
“You’re no fun.” Mira pouted, but she stepped back anyway to release her from the wall. Rumi just shook her head, pressing one more kiss to her girlfriend's cheek.
They walked out side by side—careful now, keeping a respectable bit of space between them. For one reckless second, though, Mira’s fingers slipped between hers, squeezing. ‘See you at home,’ it said. Rumi let herself squeeze back, her heart fluttering, before yanking her hand free at the door.
It was only a moment. Barely a second’s worth of contact.
But later that night, her phone buzzed nonstop. Someone—god only knew who—had caught it on video. The footage was grainy, but unmistakable. A tall, pink-haired woman and another sporting Rumi’s signature purple braid in the hallway, their hands brushing—clasping for the briefest of beats before pulling apart. The unknown videographer had even caught the moment in which Rumi stared in awe, watching Mira go.
The Internet absolutely detonated.
Hashtags trended. Theories spread like wildfire. Some fans lamented about betrayal, others screamed about romance, shipping them with feral glee. Enemies-to-lovers edits flooded TikTok before Rumi had even had time to watch the full original video all the way through.
By morning, her PR team was calling frantically just as Mira got off the phone with hers.
“We can spin this!” Celine said, worry clear in her tone. “We’ll deny it. Downplay it. Maybe pivot into a friendship narrative if we need to. Who can even prove it was Mira based off of blurry pink hair from a back angle?”
“I’m sorry.” Rumi groaned in frustration. It didn’t matter what could or couldn’t be proven. It was out there now.
“We need to be careful, Rumi. You need to distance yourself from this. I’ll take care of it, just sit tight.”
She listened to the rest of the rant, though the words blurred at the edges before the line cut off.
She huffed as she paced behind the back of the couch, eyes drifting across the apartment to Mira, whose head was in her hands now in order to stave off the incoming migraine from her own team’s efforts to salvage the situation. But beneath it all was the sick twist of relief that no one had seen what really happened—that messy, hungry kiss pressed against the wall.
If they had… There would be no denying it.
Did she even want to deny it anymore?
“Ru?” Mira’s voice pulled her back, warm but threaded with something sharper than concern. She stood from her seat at the counter—eyes strained, and one of Rumi’s old hoodies hugging her frame. For a second the purple-haired woman could only stare at the way she looked so much taller in that hoodie. How the sleeves didn’t quite reach her wrists and the shoulders looked slightly too tight. It was one of Mira’s favorites to throw on in the morning, anyway—she claimed it smelled the most like Rumi.
How ridiculous it was that something that was usually so ordinary to her felt like a forbidden, stolen treasure now.
“You’ve been wearing a hole in the floor since you hung up the phone.” Mira’s words were soft, but direct. She made her way into the living room, toes curling on the throw rug like she was bracing herself. Rumi froze mid-pace, arms folding tight across her chest as if she could press her nerves into something solid.
“My PR team is losing their minds.” She said, and the sentence came out thinner than she meant. Her voice cracked at the end. “They think we’re one scandal away from a career funeral. They don’t want to have to patch this up again if we’re not careful.”
Mira’s face folded for a fraction of a second, then she forced a tight smile that didn’t reach her eyes.
“So we just stop patching.”
Rumi let out a short, incredulous laugh that had no humor in it.
“You make it sound easy.” She snapped, sharper than intended. Her hand trembled when she brought it up to pinch the bridge of her nose, frustration bleeding into her expression.
“It’s not.” Mira’s answer was immediate. Her small smile slipped into something honest and raw. “I know it’s not. You think I don’t know what it means? The headlines, the sponsors, the media? But hiding sure as hell isn’t easy either.“ She huffed, finally crossing the rug to come face to face.
“Mira—“
“Two years, Ru. Nearly two years of sneaking around, pretending to glare at award shows, smiling at interviews when my stomach is actually twisting.” She dragged a hand down her face and laughed, a thin sound. “And now they’re shipping us anyway. They’ve made us a trope. They think they invented us.”
Rumi sank onto the couch, the cushions swallowing the rest of her composure. She pulled her knees up, fingers threading through her hair until the roots ached.
“It’s only a matter of time before someone really catches us.” She said, the sentence a whisper. “What happens then? What if the backlash is worse than anything we’ve seen? What about the contracts? Our companies? Celine—” Her words tumbled into a scatter of worst-case scenarios. The rational lists of risks she’d rehearsed with legal and PR teams tucked under her tongue like hot iron, needing to be spat out.
Mira came around, perching at the edge of the coffee table as if she couldn’t quite sit. Anxiety always made her restless, Rumi knew. She hesitated, then reached for Rumi’s hand, her fingers warm and steady.
“Then we do what we should’ve done a long time ago, babe. We stop pretending.”
“You know I want that.” Rumi said. She looked at their joined hands, memorizing the length of Mira’s fingers pressed to her own, and felt how stupidly safe it was. Safe, and therefore—in this life they led—terrifying.
“God, I want it, Mir. I want to walk with you and not have to plan exits and timings and coded messages. I want to go on live for our fans without having to hide you in another room.” Her voice broke on the last sentence. She swallowed hard. “But opening that door? It’s like stepping off a cliff and hoping the world lets us land on our feet.”
Mira’s mouth quirked up a bit at the quip, honest and frighteningly human.
“I’m scared, too.” She admitted. It was the kind of admission she rarely offered in public, the kind that made Rumi’s heart trip. Mira’s fingers found Rumi’s thumb and squeezed. “I get scared in the exact opposite way. I’m sick of being careful about when I can kiss you, because who knows if it's the last chance I'll get? I’m sick of pretending for everyone else that the thought of losing you doesn’t make me want to break down. I want—I want to stop being half of a life. Because you are my life.”
Rumi’s chest tightened at that. Mira’s vulnerability—stripped of swagger and stage persona—felt like an anchor.
“I love you too, Mira, but I need time.” Rumi said too quickly, then shook her head as if to clear it. She needed the plan. She needed the scaffolding built for the risk so it didn’t feel like falling. Mira inhaled, slow, as if steadying herself.
“I don’t want you to rush.” She said, tone pleading and achingly tender at once. “I want you to be ready. I want us to be ready. But I also don’t want to wait forever while we grow small with secrecy.” She moved to sit on the couch beside Rumi. “We tell Celine and the companies when we’re ready. Let them prepare for damage control. When your team wants staged photos to pivot the narrative, we’ll do it. You lead. I’ll follow. And if you need three months, take three months. If you need another year—fine. Just promise me you won’t hide me any longer than that.”
Rumi’s throat closed. If Mira, who’d always been the impulsive one, was offering patience, then maybe that meant something real.
She wanted to be brave. She wanted to be the sort of person who could fling open the windows and let the light in. But bravery had costs that were often measured in livelihoods—sponsorships and reputations. Things that Rumi, raised to be the perfect idol, had to weigh against happiness with a sickening seriousness.
“I can try.” Rumi said finally. It was all she could promise at the moment. “I can set a timeline. Give me—give me time to talk to Celine properly and sort this with the legal team. I can create a plan that minimizes risk. For you. For us.” Her voice was small around the words, but it held an ember of resolve that she could feel sparking in her chest.
Mira exhaled, relief washing over her features in a visible, beautiful loosening.
“I love having you all to myself, trust me. But I’m not that greedy. I wanna share what we have with the world.” Her grin was uneven, hopeful. “But promise me you won’t run forever.”
Rumi let out a shaky laugh that was more tears than humor. She nodded, slow and deliberate.
“I love you.”
"I love you more."
Mira moved to curl against her, pressing the side of her face to Rumi’s cheek as her body draped across the smaller woman’s. Both of them breathed out, the apartment holding a fragile peace. It wasn’t perfect. They both knew the world could still tear their plan apart in an instant. But it was a promise—a small, human vessel built to sail them through the next storm.
Rumi closed her eyes and let herself believe, if only for the length of Mira’s heartbeat against her own, that this time they were steering the ship together.
The fragile quiet didn’t last long. Rumi felt Mira’s body soften against her, but when she leaned back enough to catch the look on her face, Mira’s expression was pinched—eyes half-lidded like she was fighting something.
“Headache again?” Rumi asked softly, brushing her thumb over Mira’s temple. The other woman was always far too susceptible to them.
Mira gave a weak huff of a laugh.
“Yeah. Too much everything. Talking to my team, my manager blowing up my phone, yada yada.” Her small laugh dissolved into a wince. “I think my brain’s staging a revolt.”
Rumi’s heart clenched. She shifted, tugging Mira gently down until her head rested in her lap.
“Then stop thinking for once.” She murmured, combing her hands carefully through long pink strands. “We’ll figure it out. Let me take care of you.”
Mira didn’t protest. Her eyes fluttered shut almost immediately, her breathing easing as Rumi’s fingertips pressed in slow circles at her temples. Rumi adjusted the hoodie around her shoulders, feeling the weight of Mira’s trust settle warm and steady in her chest.
The world outside was chaos—tweets, articles, DMs lighting up like wildfire—but here in their apartment, there was just Mira.
Minutes passed like that, silence punctuated only by Mira’s sleepy sighs and the occasional twitch as she fell deeper into comfort. Rumi kept stroking her hair, watching the tension slowly melt from her brow, until finally she was passed out—deep, even breaths puffing against Rumi’s thigh. Rumi’s phone buzzed beside her. She reached for it carefully, as to not wake her girlfriend.
[Celine]
Sent a cease and desist to the blog that leaked the video. It should be down within the hour.
Get some rest, I'll cancel your interviews for today.
Rumi’s throat tightened. Rest. As if that were even possible. She looked down again and her chest ached with the affection she felt. Mira, still asleep in Rumi’s hoodie—Rumi's favorite hoodie, the same one fans had taken dozens of pictures of Rumi in over the years—looked so utterly hers in this moment it almost felt absurd to keep calling it a secret.
This was the woman she loved. The one person in this whole god-forsaken world she could not live without. Mira was beautiful, snoring lightly in her lap. And Rumi was tired. So, so tired of acting like she couldn't care less.
Her fingers hovered then, lifting her phone. One snap of the camera echoed in the room—capturing the soft rise and fall of Mira’s chest, her cheek pressed against Rumi’s thigh, with her lashes dark against pale skin. Tender. Intimate.
Undeniable.
For a moment Rumi only stared at it. Who could fault her for this? For loving a woman who was so utterly perfect that it made her want to cry. For needing the comfort of her touch and the press of her lips more than she needed air?
The logical part of her screamed ‘delete it, you can’t, not like this.’ But another voice—one that had been getting louder with each passing day—whispered ‘enough is enough.’
Before she could second-guess herself, she opened her socials, pulled up the photo, and added a caption with trembling thumbs.
[@rrrumi]: Not rivals. Just mine <3
Her pulse roared in her ears as she hit the post button. The world would see it in seconds. The labels would explode. Fans would lose their minds, in both good and bad ways. Chaos would follow, and she knew it.
But Mira shifted in her lap then, nuzzling closer.
And Rumi thought that, for once, she didn’t care.