the feeling of butterflies
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Buck's day started with someone choking him and ended with someone kissing him. All in all, not a terrible end to a not-so-great day.
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- Part 1 of the feeling of butterflies
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It's been about a week since Buck was choked on the job by a motivational speaker with a rogue hand. Now that the bruises were starting to fade, Buck can't help but want new ones to replace them.
Preferably in the shape of Tommy's hand.
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- Part 2 of the feeling of butterflies
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When Tommy walks into the hospital, just off shift still covered in ash and soot, Buck couldn't help himself. He called Tommy a "beast" and he wasn't wrong. So what's a guy to do but to bring the beast home and take it for a ride.
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- Part 3 of the feeling of butterflies
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Buck can finally enjoy hoodie weather in a way he never got to before. Buck finally got to experience what his exes all got to, the thrill and comfort of taking someone’s warm hoodie and to find yourself surrounded by their intoxicating scent.
And Buck loved taking Tommy’s clothes to wear.
And Tommy loved to see Buck in his clothes.
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In which Buck loves to curl up in Tommy's clothes...and even more so as the weather gets colder.
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Buck likes wearing Tommy's clothes; Tommy also likes Buck wearing his clothes.
...and somehow that leads to an interrupted breakfast and sex in the kitchen.
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- Part 5 of the feeling of butterflies
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His name is Bear and he's a good dog. He loves his human, Tommy. But Evan is his person.
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In which, Tommy Kinard's dog loves Buck as much as Tommy does. Maybe even more.
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- Part 6 of the feeling of butterflies
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Buck's always joked that if he ever got a medal like Eddie's Silver Star, he'd never take it off. And now he does have his very own Medal of Valor for rescuing Bobby and Athena's cruise. But it's not his medal he comes to have a brand new appreciation for.
No. Instead, Buck gets very, very, very well acquainted with Tommy's Medal of Valor.
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- Part 7 of the feeling of butterflies
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"So you think I do?"
"God, I hope so."
Tommy's joking comment at dinner ended with a different type of hunger and a whole other kind of meal for Buck.
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- Part 8 of the feeling of butterflies
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Gerrard was placed at the 118 to cause them turmoil, but Evan Buckley does not know what it means to keep his head down.
Or, 5 times Gerrard says something homophobic at Buck that only served to piss himself off more.
Buck: 5
Gerrard: -100Series
- Part 9 of the feeling of butterflies
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in the growing pressure of all the words (silence reigns) by 2pretty_2die
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Oct 2024
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It was soft looking, silky and delicate, the lightest shade of baby blue and white lace with cream bows that lead into a rose gold chain.
Oh.
And then there was only Tommy and the collar around his neck.
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Buck saved Gerrard’s life…but did he mean to do that? Why is no one worried like he was about possible retaliation?
In which, Buck is going out of his mind with worry and none of his teammates—his friends—seem to understand. But Tommy does. And Tommy helps.
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Tommy finds out from someone that Buck "borrowed" a motorcycle while helping clear the 101 for Athena's impromptu plane landing. So, Tommy borrows a bike from a friend.
...and they go for a little ride.
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That was not how Buck saw tonight ending.
He thought they’d be going to the movies, both of them floating on the happy news that Tommy would be moving in with him. The last thing he expected was to be left sitting there, boyfriendless and feeling like crying.
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Tommy broke up with him, but Buck wasn't going to let be the end of their relationship. He was once told, "you don't find it, you make it"; Buck was going to make sure he had it, even if he had to build it with his own hands.
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- Part 12 of the feeling of butterflies
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“Mom used to pull out all the stops when it comes to gingerbread houses.”
Tommy’s words stay with Buck long after that singular moment has passed. And it takes little effort for him to recreate that tradition for Tommy—to make it a new tradition for the two of them.
Or, in which, gingerbread houses are built and more than kisses are shared.
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- Part 13 of the feeling of butterflies
- Part 1 of baby, it’s cold outside (bucktommy winterfest)
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“What the fuck even happened?” Chim grimaced as he gingerly sat down in his seat in the fire engine.
“Yeah, I’d like to know the answer to that also.” Buck huffs, shifty-eyed as he looks over at his brother-in-law sitting diagonally across from him. “Did you forget I’m the wrong Buckley?”
“You think I wanted to kiss you?” Chim makes a show of wiping at his lips with his turnout sleeves.
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In which there’s a some mistletoe and a few kisses; some on accident, some on purpose.
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- Part 3 of baby, it’s cold outside (bucktommy winterfest)
- Part 14 of the feeling of butterflies
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When Buck wakes up, everything is dark and his head throbs in time with his quickened heartbeat. He blinks and everything is still shrouded in blackness. For a panicked second he thought he was going blind, but then his hand brushes against something hard and smooth—his phone—and a dim light reaches his eyes.
Good news. Not blind.
Bad news. Buck doesn’t know where he is, but he does know that he’s in a very, very confined space.
Or, the 8x09 spec fic where Buck gets taken instead of Maddie.
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- Part 15 of the feeling of butterflies
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He still vividly remembers the first time it happened.
The second time was days after his mom first started the cough that would haunt her (and them) for years to come.
Then a third time happened because the TV was too loud.
A fourth time when Tommy was five minutes late coming home from school.
A fifth and sixth time...
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Buck and Tommy talk about Tommy's dad. That's it, that's the fic.
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The news arrived on one of those days that was, to put it plainly, a shit storm. Everything that could have happened, happened.
“Your father passed away…”
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In which Tommy's dad dies and...he doesn't know how to feel about it all.
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Buck is introduced to the wonderful world of Chinese transformation TikToks and can't get a particular one out of his mind. So he cajoles Tommy into joining him in reenacting the challenge...to orgasmic results.
Tommy in a suit…staring like that at Buck. Staring at Buck in a school girl’s uniform.
He wants that.
He wants that very much.
Wants to see the hunger in Tommy’s eyes, wants to feel Tommy as he finally reaches out to Buck, wants to feel Tommy’s hand run up the bare skin of his legs, all the way to his ass…
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- Part 18 of the feeling of butterflies
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For Buck, every couch was a relationship, and every couch was just not the right couch. But with Tommy, Buck is ready to try again.
Only, he never knew couch buying could turn of so...exhilarating.
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- Part 19 of the feeling of butterflies
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The one where everything happens in the firehouse and Ravi is always the last to know. Always.
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- Part 20 of the feeling of butterflies