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    Five letters James T. Kirk wrote to Spock that he never sent + the one letter he finally did.

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    Nero changed a lot of things when he went back in time after the destruction of Romulus, particularly in the life of one James T. Kirk.

    It was not the death of his father that made the most impact…it was something simple, something seemingly inconsequential…

    The color of his eyes.

    When Spock melds with Jim Kirk on Delta Vega, a stray memory triggers an old trauma. While waiting for the storm to clear, two people must come to grips with two vastly different tragic histories.

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    James is a man who lives hard and fast. He learns to slow down and ease Spock through his endeavor to break free from his Vulcan conditioning.

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    In Jim’s dreams, Spock dies again, and again, and again.

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    McCoy gets treated for xenopolycythemia with Kirk by his side. He reflects on his father's death and the pain of helplessness.

    for 2025 McKirk week day 1: xenopolycythemia

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    Where two halves make a whole… eventually. (Post-STID)

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    Months of buried exhaustion finally catch up to Jim during an away mission. Luckily Spock is there to catch him and refuses to let Jim push him away any longer.

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    Based loosely on the alternative series. Kirk joins the academy, but has to prove he’s meant to be there. The story depicts his journey through the academy, and then a period of time after the Narada and before Khan. Timelines aren’t accurate.

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    Mind melds are important to Vulcans. They represent deep connection and are usually only performed between family and loved ones. So why has Spock melded with the entire main crew except Jim Kirk?

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    When an away team goes down to an unexplored planet in response to a distress signal, things don't go as planned. Many things can go awry when love's in the air- literally.

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    After retrieving Kirk from the interphase and lying to him about his last orders, Spock finally has a moment alone with his captain and beloved. They talk, have sex, fight, talk, have sex... you know, just the ordinary routine after this nearly dying / nearly losing you thing... ;-)

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    Being taken hostage is never a good thing, but as Kirk soon finds out, it can get even worst than he could imagine.

     

    Trektober Day 9: Diplomatic Incident

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    Jim has chosen starfleet, Spock resigns himself, and Bones feels like he’s the only one fighting for them.

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    They’ve been cadet and instructor, captain and first officer, friends (both begrudging and pining) and now lovers. But with all that, Jim wonders if moving in with Spock might be the death knell to end it all.

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    After a mission with negative outcomes, Kirk feels very down. Spock is worried and tries to make him understand that he is here for him, no matter what.

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    Jim has his first argument with Spock since becoming a couple.
    Luckily, he runs into a certain Vulcan when he tries to mope in peace.

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    Spock prime and Jim have a much needed conversation.

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    A simple feeling, Spock calls it, and Jim bites the inside of his cheek hard enough to draw blood. Because it is not simple, and it never was.

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    Jim decides to check on McCoy a few hours after the party ends. Bones is alone, and upset. The tension in the room is palpable as Jim decides to risk bringing up the whole Sybok fiasco now. He needs answers. There's a deep-seated need to know why McCoy never told him and Spock about his father before.

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    Bones drops a hand onto the arms of the chair. “You know me Jim.” McCoy never looks away. His gaze is steady, and tone certain. However, Jim can see the sadness in his eyes. The lack of shaking in his voice does very little to hide the grief, and fear evident in the curl on his lips, and the light shaking of his leg.
    Jim should comfort him. If this were any other time he would have done just that, but hurt rears its ugly head, and he asks the one question that has been bothering him since Sybok’s sudden show.

    “Do I?”

    Curled lips fall into a flat line. Water wells up along the corner of already wet eyes. “Does this really change so much?” This time the shaking shifts from McCoy’s leg to his voice.

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    Red strings of fate connect all of humanity. each person has a string only they can see, connecting them to their soulmate. However, only humans can see their strings. So, if your soulmate is not a human, then they can not see the string.

    Jim's soulmate is Spock. Who despite being half human, can not see the string.

    Jim is not surprised. After all, he learned one lesson years ago. A lesson beat into him over and over during his childhood. Good things don't happen to him. And nobody could ever love him.

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    "Hello Spock", whispered Leonard with a teasing smile, "how do you feel this morning?" »
    "I don't really know...", he replied with a frown, "but...what are you doing here?", then he added looking at his lover's pale face, "Jim looks sick..."
    "I'm here to babysit", Bones replied dramatically

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