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A Habit to Kick (The Age-Old Curse) by supernova_stardust
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Sep 2025
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A few weeks ago, Regulus Black jumped off a bridge. It's not that he really wanted to die, but he didn't really want to live either. He didn't think anyone would care one way or another, if he's honest. Now he's stuck learning how to live.
James Potter was used to seeing Reg every day at the cafe he worked in, until one day he stopped coming in. When he finally sees the guy he's been crushing on come back into the cafe, he knew he had to take his chance at asking him out on a date.
***This fic deals with heavy themes of depression, lack of a will to live, and suicide, but will have a happy ending***
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- Part 1 of a Habit to Kick Universe
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04 Feb 2026
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Let Me Get What I Want (This Time) by Sierra_Sitruc
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
18 Mar 2023
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Sixteen-year-old Sirius Black begins having mysterious visions.
Maybe this time, he won't make the same mistakes.
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04 Feb 2026
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James Potter had been burned more times than he could count. It was expected as a firefighter, but he'd never really known the line between helping someone else and destroying himself in the process. Until it almost cost him his life, until he fell lower than he knew how to get back up. He'd learned his lesson since then, learned to slow down and breathe.
But history always seemed to repeat itself, especially when one flew near the stars.
Regulus Black was the kind of prince who didn't have a crown, the kind of resident surgeon who didn't know what the fuck he was doing there. He was legally an only child, his parents' last hope at carrying on the family legacy. Little by little, he had allowed himself to be buried alive until he could no longer breathe, and it wasn't his small, insignificant acts of rebellion that were going to unearth him.
He didn't really have much reason to fight anyway, until he remembered the warmth of the sun on his skin.
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This story begins like all the others: doctor meets firefighter, firefighter turns out to be the best friend of the doctor's estranged brother. They fall in love somewhere along the way.
(If only it were that easy.)
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03 Feb 2026
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It wasn’t until the sky burned in the fevered orange of the setting sun that Remus Lupin felt alive. Throughout his day, he moved slow and careful, half conscious with his eyes half open, auto-piloting his feet across the earth and sighing his way through conversations.
But at night, he lived.- - - - -
Remus Lupin could confess things in the dark that he couldn’t even allow himself to think about in the light. Things like 'sometimes I don’t think I’m real' and 'I’m terrified to talk because I don’t know who would listen' and 'I’m not sure how to act like a person'.
But the stars didn’t judge. Constellations were kind. And the moon only ever cared.- - - - -
Above him, the sky danced.
And Remus let out a gut-wrenching, throat aching, heart breaking scream.
He wasn’t sure why, and it was over as soon as it started.
The night absorbed his sorrow and the stars responded in soft twinkles, the moon in silver, calming light. He collapsed into the cool grass.
And Remus Lupin felt alive.Bookmarked by 4evanr
02 Feb 2026
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Remus has never had a dream of his own. Every night, he enters worlds of other people’s minds, hells and heavens. He helps when he can, he watches if he can’t, he hides if he must. But then, when he meets Sirius in a nightmare, everything changes.
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02 Feb 2026