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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    They've already survived the worst of it. The loss. The aftermath. The moment everything broke.

    Now, Hayden and Shane are trying to figure out what comes next. They've chosen each other. They've said it out loud. And for a while, that feels like enough.

    But grief doesn't disappear just because you learn how to carry it. And some people get quieter when they're hurting.

    The world keeps moving. The season keeps going. The ice is still there when everything else gets loud.

    But Hayden is starting to notice the things Shane doesn't say. And the things he doesn't do.

    And the silence between them is getting harder to ignore.

    OR: Something is wrong with Shane. Hayden is trying to figure out how he can help.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    The game in Montreal was supposed to be electric. A rivalry renewed. A win on the line. Two captains refusing to hold back.

    Ilya and Jackie were on a short flight to watch their boys face off.

    They never made it.

    When a plane bound for Montreal crashes between cities, Shane Hollander and Hayden Pike lose everything in the same moment. In the fluorescent quiet of their locker rooms, the world splits cleanly in two.

    Left behind are four children. Two grieving husbands. And a bond that has always survived rivalry, distance, and pride is now forced to survive something far more fragile.

    Because grief doesn’t just take.
    It changes.

    What begins as survival slowly becomes something harder to name. Something neither of them expected. Something that doesn’t fit into the lives they thought they understood.

    And the closer they get, the harder it becomes to pretend it’s just grief.

    OR: Two men lose the people they loved most—and find themselves holding onto each other in ways they don’t understand.

    OR OR: Grief brought them together. Everything after that gets complicated.

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    13 Apr 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Milena Rozanova's only goal is to escape her controlling Father and doorman Mother, she gets an opportunity she can't pass up when her 18th birthday comes, and she gets a large amount of money given to her in a trust from her estranged Uncle Ilya Rozanov who she hasn't seen since she was a young child. Milena's dream is to have a family who cares for her. That's partly why she decides to leave Moscow and become a student in Canada. What waits for her there in this unfamiliar place? A chance to have a family who cares for her? An example of how a healthy relationship works. And perhaps even a chance for romance herself with the Centaur's new rookie?

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    26 Mar 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 76

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    Shane is a reluctant frat boy with a heart of gold. Ilya is the infuriatingly gorgeous Russian exchange student whose shameless flirting flies right over his head. Somehow they fall in love anyway.

    or, shane hollander’s almost entirely accidental seduction of ilya rozanov

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander, an 18-year-old rookie for the Montreal Metros, meets Ilya Rozanov at a sporting goods store. The charming, wealthy Russian stranger buys him nearly $5,000 in equipment, a gesture Shane thinks is just kindness. But Ilya wants more than that. Through careful texts, gifts, and planned run-ins, Ilya tests and pursues Shane, who doesn't see what's happening. As Ilya plans his next move, a fake team-required suit fitting, his dark obsession becomes clear: he doesn't want Shane's gratitude.

    He wants Shane himself, completely.

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    11 Mar 2026

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