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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    Robby insisted on never labeling what he and Jack were to each other, but he wishes he did after he's left behind to watch Jack date some new twenty-something, that he hates, despises.
    Until he doesn't, falling for your selfless nature and suddenly loving you from afar isn't enough.
    Good thing Jack doesn't mind sharing.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    You and Robby spent seven long years together until the day it ended. You’ve done your best to create space; to become invisible. You can’t miss what you don’t see. Unfortunately, the universe (Gloria and the Board of Directors) seemed to have missed the memo.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Dr.Michael Robinovitch thinks he's losing his mind when his new social worker starts waking feelings in him he thought he could never have for a girl half his age. Immagine his surprise when he finds out his desiers are not only accepted, but greatly reciprocated, despite the unexperienced nature of his employee.

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    10 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Your very quiet, well-hidden relationship with the Chief of Emergency Medicine is tested when that 3 month vacation comes around. Robby has some ideas on how you might survive without him.

    (Likely canon divergence as the season's not done yet, heavy exploration on mental illness, grief, depression and trauma with a side of gratuitous sex scenes)

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    06 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    For a while he thinks he’s doing everything he’s supposed to be doing. He isn’t sure what he feels, why he feels it, but he manages to wear a straight face and look at you with sympathy and pedagogical concern. At times he reads into the way you move around him, the way you come forward and then withdraw over and over again and he wonders what this is for you, what role you want him to take on.

    Robby knows loneliness when he sees it.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    You were brought onboard six months ago as senior resident, filling in the gap that Frank Langdon’s absence left. You think your attending, Dr Robby, doesn’t like you because of it.

    Robby reaches a tipping point.

    You get hurt while treating a patient.

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    02 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 97

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    A new attending comes to PTMC to start over. Doctor Robinavitch is unimpressed, distant, and paying more attention than he lets on. She pushes back, he pushes harder, and the boundary of professionalism between them becomes increasingly theoretical. Neither seem particularly interested in finding it again, or admitting what they now stand to lose.

    or...coworkers with authority issues start sleeping together and catch feelings during a series of increasingly bad workdays.

    can be read as either a reader-insert or an original female character (no names or “Y/N” used)

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    31 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 64

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    You love being Jack and Robby's perfect little slut

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Title from I Bet On Losing Dogs by Mitski

    After a transfer from your last residency you had high hopes for PTMC, and Robby only made them higher. He sees into you, through you, to the bits of yourself you’ve done such a good job of tucking neatly away. It’s amazing really, the way he pulls the core of yourself out into the light with those pretty fingers and big brown eyes. What a shame, that you’re such an awful mess inside.

    Chapter Titles are all lyrics pulled from songs on this playlist on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2gWXFRZPR2t8RMr7r91LAF?si=Q82uZSeNTkC4DXCvT1uz5g

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    11 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    In the aftermath of Sauron’s destruction in Eregion at the hands of an alliance of necessity, two peoples strive to settle centuries of mutual hatred in the knowledge that their common foe would one day return.

    Nirien, the niece of High-king Gil-Galad, steps forward after months of futile negotiations, offering herself to seal the strained, hapless peace between the Elves and the Uruks, accepting their Lord Father as her betrothed.

    Haunted by her own past and feelings of inadequacy, she leaves her home, unaware of what will await her in the newly established Uruk settlement in the wasteland of Mordor.

    How will she navigate Uruk politics, strange customs, faithlessness coming from within the ranks of her uncle and her past catching up with her?

    What if she is not received by her betrothed as she had hoped to be? Can Nirien live with the prospect of a loveless marriage? Or will she flee to her uncle’s court in shame and with the knowledge she failed to achieve what nobody thought her capable of to begin with…

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    15 Sep 2025

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    Hermione is the wild, untamed princess among Tom Riddle's graceful daughters.
    She was punished and was married off to a lowly knight, Severus Snape.
    She learns some things.
    There was a war, her husband's magic awakened and he is now the most powerful wizard in the Kingdom.
    Now Hermione fears he might divorce her and marry her sister Lily, what is she supposed to do?
    Can she make Severus Snape love her?
    Something sinister is happening in the kingdom though, children from the slums disappear without a trace.

     

    Please, if you can't handle heavy angst and toxic relationships with an asshole Severus, leave this fic alone, I'm beging y'all😭

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    31 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 24

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    Before the Southlands there was Utumno, before Utumno- Adar could not remember a life before. As far as he knew, they was no before but at least she had been there. Whether curse or salvation, too little outside Morgoth's corruption and Mairon's experiments remained as that he could discern it - but the part of him that still yearned for her would not care regardless.

    He had all but forgotten about her, banished her from his mind but then again, he never could shake Voronwë.

    Adar unexpectedly finds the woman with whom everything began. The woman who shielded his sanity in the endless abyss that was Morgoth‘s cruelty. The woman who woke something inside him no woman before or after her ever did. The woman his children once called Naneth

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    17 Aug 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 5

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    When fading metal icon Adar is forced into a high-profile collaboration with Ghash—a feral, tattooed, fan-favourite rocker—sparks fly on and off the stage. Their explosive chemistry infuriates Adar’s manager and ex, Mairon, a ruthlessly ambitious manipulator who still carries a torch for him.

    As tension builds and secrets are exposed, Adar must finally confront his past, his desire for autonomy, and his growing love for Ghash. When everything threatens to come undone, will he choose the familiar same-old—or take a chance on the chaos of something new?


    This work was written by Varda_Star_Queen using ideas and an OC created by Nekroticism.
    The illustrations were done by Nekroticism.
    We hope you enjoy this collaboration that has brought so much fun and joy to us while creating it!

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    24 Jun 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 58

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    Music was everywhere in Middle-earth. From the sound of the river to the rustling of the leaves…to a curious Elven girl.

    Ráviel’s life had always been unusual. From being born with a voice that held the power to move the coldest of hearts and unleash yet unexplored destruction to being closer to Dwarves than her own kin.
    Was running away from a summons from her king to search for an ancient plant in the Southlands and ending up captured by a group of Orcs and their mesmerising leader instead all that remarkable?

    For the first time in her life, someone sees her as she really is, but will she be able to protect this fragile connection from all the forces that would see them separated – and the darkness slowly spreading over the lands of Middle-earth once more?
    When everything goes quiet, will her song sound loud enough to bring hope to the hopeless, the lost but never mourned and heal the land so it may once more join her music?

    One thing is for certain – the past can never be buried deep enough, for it will always find a way to catch up to you once you start standing still…

     

     

    ₊ ˚ ⊹ ₊ ⊹ Fully edited and reworked as of 2025 ⊹ ࣭ ⭑ . ₊ ⊹

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    21 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 10

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    In the dying embers of the Roman Empire’s northern campaign, General Adar commands a ragged cohort on the edge of ruin. Besieged by sickness and the unforgiving land, his soldiers — the men he loves like the children he could never have — are fading by the day. If he can’t find a cure, he’ll lose them.
    In the nearby village of Lindon, Galadriel walks the narrow line between exile and survival. Once her people's most trusted healer, she’s now shunned after a single mistake — trusting the wrong man, and almost dooming the village she swore to protect. The Romans are a threat looming on the horizon, and her hatred burns close to the bone. They killed her brother. She’ll never forgive them.
    When Galadriel is captured gathering herbs under the cover of darkness, Adar offers her a cruel bargain: heal his men, and he’ll leave her village untouched. Refuse, and her people will pay the price.
    Forced to work side by side, they wage a quiet, bitter war — against sickness, against each other, against an unseen threat that looms ever closer, and against the forbidden desire neither of them dares to name.
    if they cross the line between hate and love, it won't be the war that breaks them — it will be each other.

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    29 May 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 21

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    Galadriel's best friend (and aunt) Irime has been spying for her in the Southlands when she's taken captive by Adar's orcs. What follows is a dance of spycraft and diplomacy that draws Irime further and further towards Adar's side--and Adar himself.

    cw for fairly graphic descriptions of wolf-related violence, postpartum hemorrhage and other pregnancy talk (secondary characters), and orcs being orcs

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    04 May 2025

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    28 Apr 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 46

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    That Melkor is obsessed with her, possessive of her, is under no question. His love, if it can be called that, is demanding and forceful. How she is to survive such attentions from a god that should only exist in fantasy tales, she has no idea. Then there is the elf she met who showed her such kindness, whose face she cannot forget, that tugs at her heart. But such feelings can never be explored without dire consequences. On top of all this is Mairon, who is openly hostile and does not agree with Melkor's regard for her, a constant threat in an already unstable situation.

    This is a story of evolving relationships, complicated feelings, tough choices, survival, and forgiveness throughout the First Age of Arda.

    Updated to update tags.

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    03 Apr 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 6

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    When Eleneth is captured by Adar, the ruthless commander of the orcs in the Southlands, she expects her life to be forfeit. Instead, she's drawn into a dangerous alliance with an enemy whose motivations run deeper than she imagined. Tasked with healing the brutal orcs, Eleneth discovers Adar's true desire - to destroy Sauron, the Dark Lord who once corrupted him.

    Torn between her loyalty to her people and her growing connection to Adar, Eleneth faces impossible choices. The bond between them deepens, yet shadows of mistrust remain. With Sauron's return looming and both sides preparing for war, Eleneth must decide - Will she help Adar seek redemption and protect Middle-earth from the ultimate evil, or flee home to a fragile, temporary safety?

    In this high-stakes tale of moral conflict, shifting allegiances, and forbidden attraction, Eleneth and Adar must confront the darkness within themselves, and each other, before it's too late.

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    24 Mar 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 55

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    A skilled healer is captured by the imposing Lord Father of the Uruks, a powerful figure known for his ruthlessness and leadership. As the Lord Father prepares to lead his legions into the lands of Eregion, the healer is accompanies him on this perilous journey.
    Throughout this time, a strange and unexpected connection blossoms between them, forged in the heat of conflict and the harsh realities of their shared experiences. This burgeoning relationship challenges their preconceived notions of each other, raising the possibility that a new era could dawn for Elves and Uruks alike, bridging the divide between their worlds.

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    23 Mar 2025

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